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Saturday, July 28, 2007


My eyes are fucking swollen at 3.34am in the morning. I need to get to sleep. I need to put eye
drops into my eyes. My nose is stuffy. Oh, what a puffy face.
Some things just matter more to me and I don't understand why some people can't understand.
Pettiness is not my trait, it's just sensitivity. Gosh, I really need to learn to control those fucking
ducts of mine. And, I'm really starting to hate this blog of mine. Somehow. I'm turning into those
people I never want to turn into.
God, please help me.


sammie scribbled ;
3:34 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007


I feel like an idiot being the only one who seems totally unexcited at the idea of University life.
Reading other people's blogs about camps that they've all gone for really makes me so out of it.
The prospect of university provides no excitement for me but just anxiety. In fact, I think I'm
pretty scared. I have practically zero friends in my faculty. Almost. And, the idea of making new
friends all over again can be a wee bit frightening too. Haha. I was just having dinner with the IJ
people tonight and I realised I seriously am totally clueless about what I'm supposed to do for
Uni and stuff. Like when I bid for my modules, what happens during matriculation, how long one
semester is ETCETC. Rox had to answer all my questions during dinner and everyone was just
dying of laughter. Haha. My friends. So, I hope that everything will just fall into place nicely
somehow. HOPEFULLY.
Please, I wish I just had a tinge of interest or eagerness in starting school again.


sammie scribbled ;
12:30 AM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


I AM ANGRY AND BEYOND DEPRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

I AM SO SADDDDD.

I am officially allergic to my soft contact lens and solution. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
And I can't wear contacts in the meantime :( Being the vainpot that I am, HOW AM I
SUPPOSED TO GO OUT IN THIS STATE!!!! RAHH. I should have just stuck to my rpg Hard
Contact lens. Sadness. Stupid soft disposables. I HATE YOU. AHHHHHHHH. Omg, and the eye
doc flipped my upper lids inside out to look at it. IT WAS GROSSSSS. :( All the inflammed veins.
SADDDDNESSSSS.

K I just needed to rant.
Mannnn I just have to grit my teeth till I next see the doc. (which is next Tues) Please let it
get ALL BETTER. I guess this weekend will see me out with my speckies. SIGH.
I'm off to drown in my misery. What a tragedy!


sammie scribbled ;
6:35 PM




Had a great time with Manda and Medhi tonight.
It's been a while yeah guys? Remember our ABC times? Much love.

Was thinking about that Korean movie..

Will you always answer when I call your name?

It's all about our p.o.vs. Same frequency?


sammie scribbled ;
1:04 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007


TO ALL HARRY POTTER FANS:
NO WORRIES, THIS ENTRY HAS NO SPOILERS :D

Okay, so yesterday the 21st of July 2007, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows was
released! I made Ty come down to Borders with me at like 10ish in the morning. I WAS JUST
BEYOND EXCITED. Well, so I read the book throughout the day. Had driving from 330 to 530
so I just brought it along with me to read on the way to Ubi and on the way to Ty's after. Haha.
I was just dying when I was driving. Thinking about Harry half the time and not concentrating
on the road. Anyways, so after driving, I read the book from 6pm to 2am straight at Ty's place.
But obviously, I had a dinner break and the occasional toilet breaks. Even had a 10min nap too
cuz my eyes were killing me. Haha. While I was busy engrossed in the book, Ty wows
throughout the night. I honestly think he secretly harbours the hope of me loving to read on
weekends so he can just sit at home to wow with me reading. But no, I only love reading Harry
Potter and I don't really fancy reading other stuff much. Heehee. :) So I finished the book at
2.08am!
Hmm, I have to say that I quite liked the book. I thought the first 3quarters of the book was
very interesting. It got a little cheesy here and there towards the end. But I still love it all the
same. Some parts were a tad draggy but what do you expect! Haha. I am so glad no one spoiled
the ending for me :) I was insistent on finishing it on the day itself and I'm very proud of
myself. I DIDNT EVEN GO OUT. It's all for Harry's sake. Oh the book's quite funny too. I kept
laughing to myself and Ty thought I was very weird. I thought it was normal what. He's the
weird one. So, people think I'm insane that I read all the way. And I didnt go MOS! Hahaha.
Come to think of it, I didn't club this week AT ALL. I am so proud of myself :) I guess I just
wasn't in the mood. This morning, I woke up and went online to read mugglenet.com. Haha it's
a harry potter fansite. Gosh, I am a nerd. Anyways props to JK Rowling for BRILLIANT
IMAGINATION. Sorry for the verbal diarrheoa here. Cuz last night I couldn't say a word to
Ty about the book cuz I couldn't spoil it for him. I felt so suffocated in my own comments. Haha!
Alrights I have nothing more to say. I'm still thinking about the characters. Wish I was a
witch man. You know, I know this entry sounds horribly childish but I LOVE HARRY POTTER.
And I am sad that the series has ended. JK, please do write more books about other amazing
magical stuff. :)

K i'm off. Laters.


sammie scribbled ;
2:49 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


I came online at approximately 11.25pm tonight and was very -_- Hmm, can't be described. :(
I know this "-_-" seems really ahlian but there's no other way of describing my feeling. BLAH.

Today was quite productive I must say. Manda, Liz and I actually MADE IT DOWN TO AC
THIS AFTERNOON. WOW, I was really quite amazed that we could wake up and get our asses
there. Rox was feeling ill so she didn't come :( POUT. So we had chicken rice and yong tau foo.
Very sad that the stingray ran out :( Oh and curry ran out for yong tau foo too. Rah, world's
catastrophe. We sat there feeling REALLY uncomfortable at first. But well, we got used to it.
Tried to stretch eating time to the maximum cuz we were waitin for Yonks to come down to sch
too. Had fruits to end the meal. We were really full man. Yk can drive now! Yay! So he came
down to pick his cert up and drove us to town. We decided that we wanted to watch a movie
so we went down to Lido but there was nothing to watch but Die Hard, Transformers and
Harry Potter. Haha I was really trying very hard not to say "I told you so" cuz I knew this was
gonna happen. But all's well. Yonks decides to eat. Btw, it's about 4ish at this time. Manda and
I get our Bubble Tea which cools us down. Gosh, was it HU-MID today man. After that,
we deliberate about whether to go shopping at Wisma, get DVDs at serene or go accompany
Yk to get wii. We ended up going down to Serene Centre to get TWO DVDs - My Girl & I and
Accepted. My Girl & I is this Korean Tragedy which we thought was a comedy. Accepted
is supposed to be a comedy but we didn't watch that. So, we went to Yk's and watched that
Korean Show. Mannn, Manda fell asleep cuz she thought it was draggy, predictable and cliche
while I sobbed away at the tragedy. :( Yes, I am a crybaby. Emotional la. I have to say that
I kinda liked the show cuz I cried. Plus the Korean girl is sooo pretty. She's from this Korean
Series called Autumn In My Heart which is just the saddest show ever. Alright, I'm a sucker
for such shows. I weep much.
So after our sappy movie, we decide to have dinner at SICC. We head there and have
ANOTHER FEAST. Ok, I swear, I feel damn fucking bloated and fat right now. It's not even
funny. So Liz and I got a lil crazy there cuz at the end of our meal, we started playing with our
food. Yk kept going "Sam! STOP IT!", "PUT THAT DOWN SAM!". Haha. Ooops. Manda kept
saying "CHIP TRILLS" when she actually meant "cHeap tHrills". Hhaha omg I'm so mean.
But yes, drag the E Amanda. Hahaha. So Liz and I were terrible. She was giggling hysterically
about putting "Equal" (Sugar) into the mashed up ice kachang. I don't know what got us so
high and retarded really. Let me please tell you, my friends are terrrible to me. You see,
we decided that we should watch another movie. So Manda gets up and walks over to the
newspaper rack thingy to get today's newspapers and she accidentally drops the rods of
some other newspapers' on the floor. Then Yk goes, "Oh my God, you just did a Sam". Wah
thanks ah guys. I see that you have a GREAT impression of my grace. Haha GOSH. Then later,
Yk goes back to the rack to return the newspapers and drops the rods again. And Manda goes,
"Omg you just did a Sam again". -_- GRR.
After dinner, we decided we should go to the same DVD store at Serene Centre again to rent
another DVD which is more worthy of entertainment. Ohgosh, we spent like damnnnn long
there deciding what to get. I swear the store keepers/ employees were probably damnnn
annoyed with us cuz statements like these were flying across the room when asked whether
one wanted to watch a particular movie -
"Omg, no, I've watched that a million times"
"That's the worst movie ever, I'm not going to watch it"
"I've watched that before don't wanna watch it again"
"This is the BEST movie in the world, let's watch it!!!!"
"Let's just close our eyes and pick one and just watch it"
It was amazingly crazy. Yk went "I wish there was a mute button". Haha. Funny Yonks. But
he was making a racket too ok. So we picked this psychological thriller "Identity" in the end.
Went back to his place and watched it. It was a very good and satisfying show.

So, now I'm back here at home, feeling really exhausted from a longlong day. And I just realised
that I rambled on about our day ALOT. Mann, I'm sleepy for once.
Shall sleep earlier today. Know what's really funny? How Manda, Liz and I keep talking about
fate and it came up in the Korean movie.
This is a realllyreally sweet line.
"I've decided something.
I will cry for you. I will laugh for you. And I will live for you"

Nights, I'm off to sleep.
//lying in bed listening to my thoughts


sammie scribbled ;
12:13 AM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


I just got back from KAP. Did something relatively different today. Broke out of my stay home
all night staring at the computer monitor and not being able to sleep routine. Had yummy Macs
with Manda and Liz. It was fun just chilling and talking about random things. We had a nuggets
meal to share after much deliberation. So happy that they came down to my side of Singapore
for once :) Sorry Manda cuz I know you live in the east but it's greatly appreciated :) Well, tmr
we're going back to AC to have lunch. A feast we're gonna have! Hur hur. Finally, we're doing
something together, ya know? It's been a while since we went out, just the 4 of us.

I'm in dire need of a new playlist. Been replaying "Do you know", "4 in the morning", "Byul",
"Big Girls Don't Cry", "Spark", "Karma Police" etc etc wayyy too often in just a single day. Yes,
most of it is just mainstream emo crap but I seem to have been pretty unresourceful lately with
good music. So, just too bad. I need my music guru :( BLAHz.

It's good to just lie in bed reminscing. Hmm, but not for too long ya know? Then, you just can't
fall asleep...

Alrights, I'm off to bed. My eyes are tired. And the thought of cutting my hair is still on my
mind. I'm so gutless, though. ARR!

Nights.


sammie scribbled ;
1:39 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007


I am dying of boredom. I hope to be able to sleep later. I will go to bed with a positive attitude.
Haha. Man. I wanted Manda and Liz to come to my poolside to chitchat. Doesn't matter, I guess
I'll try to sleep at a less unearthly hour today. Okay, so I'm thinking about cutting my hair. But
if I do, I won't do it YET. I'll do it soon. I'm just so bored, ya know? They say when people are
depressed, they cut their hair? I think it's pretty true. Saw that happen to a close one of mine.
She chopped her longgg hair off just like that. The things girls do. But nah, I'm not depressed.
That's a very strong word.

Pox is sick :( so that means I won't be going to AC tmr. Tuesday it is! I can't wait to stuff my
face with yong tau foo, chicken rice, stingray, chilli fishballs and soon kueh! Haha yes, I am
gonna have ALL OF THAT. WHOOPIE. Gosh, I was hoping my sister would be online on skype
but she isn't. How tragic. I want to talk to her. I miss her terribly. :( Sigh.

My eyes are starting to burn cuz of the aircon and my bright screen. Yet, I am still here
ranting away. And I'm laughing at myself right now. Like literally. I think I'm mad. A 19 yr old
laughing at herself at 1.26am in the morning. I am spastic. I'm talking to Candy online now.
She's full of shit. Need to meet up with her soon man. And Pissy and Coco too. <3 Yay, I might
be ktv-ing tmr. How exciting. Time for some cheena music and girly time. I am amazed that I
actually know the lyrics of a number of chinese songs. I found that out at Lyn's hse on her
birthday. It was like the words just spewed out of my mouth naturally. I was pretty horrified
at myself. But I was impressed too. Haha!

Alrights I'm gonna stop here now. I don't know what else to blog about. Anyways today was fun!
I had bakerzin. Yummm. Stuffed.

PING PONG PING PONGGGGGGG
haha cheesy whiney songs by the no mole man.


sammie scribbled ;
1:15 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007


Type. Backspace. Type. Backspace. Type a lot. Highlight. Backspace.
Whirlpool.
My thoughts are in a disarray.
I wish I could just fall asleep. :(

Just a passing thought; I really really need to get my tonsils removed. Ugh.

Know what's my pet peeve? When people don't reply or take REALLY long to reply smses.
Annoying. And yes Manda, despite the fact that I love you plenty, YOU DO DO THAT. Haha,
so you must learn to change. Oops, I sound like I'm attacking her on the world wide web. But no
la, it's just a general statement. I know another person who hates people to do this too. Rox!
Right Rox?

I hope I'll sleep well tonight. I'm going to try to sleep. Why do my days seem more and more
routine? I need to do something different. Like go visit AC for some lunch on Monday or
something. Ha. Ha.

Nights.


sammie scribbled ;
2:17 AM

Saturday, July 14, 2007


So, I felt Harry Potter was good :) Quite good. I was very entertained. Haha. Love all these
magical shows. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Anyways, so our movie ended at like
1am yesterday. We didn't know what to do. Ended up at the same ole place called MOS. Our
usual spot on Friday nights. Nic was there so I went to say hi to my beloved :) Anyways, it was
dead boring and I felt like dying when I was there. So not too long later, we left. Haha. How
exciting right. Jeez. Anyways, I have to say Harry Potter was the highlight of the night. It made
me happy enough.

On Thursday, all us IJ girls went for ButchHunt. Hurhur. As usual, we felt a bit awkward being
there. But it's all for Candy's sake! :D Or should I say, Karl. #10. Hot stuff. She won Mr.
Photogenic. That's a no brainer cuz she really is the hottest there. Haha. Anyways, what was fun
about Thursday night was supper. We stuffed ourselves at newton. With Rox, Piss, Corinne,
Minyi, Dawn, Qibing, Wyna, Gerry and Sam. Veryy fun :) Hanging out with them really makes
me so happy. Genuinely happy.

Okay, so I have tonnesss of photos to upload. But I'm really ever so lazy. Sigh.
Oh my I just realised this post has alot of the word "happy". Haha.
K I gotta go for driving now and I'm seriously veryvery lazy. SIGH.
LATERs.

//feeling like I'm not part of it.


sammie scribbled ;
2:41 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007


Taurus: Your mood's been a bit off lately, and people are starting to wonder what's up.
Problem is, you're not sure. Try to get to the bottom of your feelings.

Hurhur rights. Got this from Facebook.
I am bored to death. Help.


sammie scribbled ;
5:35 PM




Mambo wasn't much fun.

Sigh, withdrawal fucking symptoms. :(


sammie scribbled ;
3:35 AM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007


I shouldn't have taken the cough mixture. I am extremelyyyy drowsy now. Oh dearie me and
I've got to get change to meet Poxy. YAWWWWNNNNN. Okay, so today I decided that I will
breach my quarantine and head to lovely Orchard Road. To make matters slightly worse, I am
actually gonna go Mambooozzz. Err okay, so I go every week. I don't careee. I need my weekly
dosage despite my frail body. Heehee. Plus, my people are leaving for States and Aussie soon
which really pains me :( Like Pissy, Nikki, Manda and Liz. Yikes.. Remember my entry about
change? Well, yes, it's scary :( Alrights, and I haven't met Lyn and all in a while. Actually, I
haven't really seen anyone. I am a hermit. Pout. So tonight, everyone must go down to Mambo
okay! Right, as if they're gonna read this blog and go "Ok! I'm going". Haha. I'm really drugged
by my medicine. I sound like a nutcase. I'm off to wear my contacts, please dear god don't let
my eyes be bloodshot when I wear them. Byebyee and I'll see all of you at Mambozzz.


sammie scribbled ;
5:33 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007


Yesterday, I watched the show "Heart and Souls" on HBO. It's a classic, starring Robert
Downey Junior and 4 other famous actors and actresses who act as ghosts in the show. It's a
really touching show about Robert Downey Junior helping these 4 ghosts to complete their
tasks before they can go to heaven. Yeah. And the last bit, one of the ghosts, Julia, told him this,
"Why are you so afraid of getting hurt?" Upon hearing that..... I cried buckets. Oh yes, I am
emotional. Then, my mom saw me crying on the couch and she was like "WHAT'S WRONG?!"
Haha I laughed a lil and told her it was the show. So everyone should go watch that show. I think
I've watched it a gazillion times already.

Anyways I'm driving myself crazy staying at home. I was watching Travel & Living just now and
some stupid E! Entertainment Fashion Police Makeover! Mannn, if only I could have gone to
Lyn's last night to play monopoly! Blah. And I was supposed to meet Pissy for dinner tonight
too. But I've already told myself that I will quarantine myself at home till today so that I can be
fully well :) I WILL NOT BE TEMPTED. I will be strongggg. I will not become more sick.

Alrights so I've been an emotional baby the whole of today. But, I didn't watch any sad shows
today. Have ya'll read The Alchemist? Well, I read like 3/4 of it and in a sense, I do believe in
signs and omens. They point you to the direction that we should head towards. It kind of makes
sense that everything in the world is helping you work towards achieving happiness but it's
just how you want to look at it and how you interpret it.
Hmm, this is a disjointed entry that doesn't make much sense. I think I should take cough
mixture and write an entry later. Haha right, I'm kidding.
I'm off.. Laterss.


sammie scribbled ;
4:35 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007


I just got back from the doc's cuz I had to go see my bloodshot eyes. Got some eyedrops. Hope
it's nothing, hope it'll get better sigh. Hmm the doctor wanted to give me more antibiotics for my
cough and phlegm nonsense but I told him NO. I will not eat anymore antibiotics, it's just gonna
make me weaker. My immune system, as of now, already sucks so I shan't make it any worse.
I WILL FIGHT IT OUT.

So, last night, I was lying on the bed, nua-ing. About to go sleep and.. I couldn't. So I was
thinking. Thinking abt Change. Change is happening everywhere don't you think? On a large
scale, the world IS changing so rapidly, what with all the tech shit and sensors. But brought
down to a much smaller scale, people change. They change so much sometimes that it scares
me. I'm pretty sure we have all changed, be it big or small. From my pessimistic point of view,
I feel most people change for the worse. The cruel world that we live in compels us to evolve
into people we don't want to be. I really hate to see nice people turn into bad ass kids, being the
typical 'rebels without a cause' nonsense crap. Why do we have to always prove a point? Why
can't we just stop keeping up with appearances and just be who we are? Everything seems
to be influencing people to act. Like Shakespeare said, "All the world's a stage". Isn't it? But
then again, I think most people have some amount innate goodness. Some sort of innate
kindness and love that we should allow ourselves to break loose. I just wish that we could all
take the child in us out again. In less than a year, I feel we've all grown up so fast. Too fast I think.
Why do we rush ourselves to become adults so quickly? Why can't we just take things as they
are? Not complicate them and make ourselves feel miserable? Why not be kids again? Do
stupid things like we all used to do and be happy. In a sense, I am glad we have all matured
but it scares me to think time has past so fast.

Well, another big change is eminent for me. I'll be entering University in less than a month. Wow
the holidays definitely have flew past. Not too long ago, we just finished our As and were
rejoicing. That feeling was really great. It's already been 8 months. Wow.. I still can't believe it.
Most of me wants to continue to laze my life away and sit around not doing anything. A small
part of me is excited about the unknown. But when I really think about it, I think I'm mostly
filled with apprehension and anxiety. It's going to be a whole new ball game. I really do sincerely
hope that I'll like it. Making new friends, learning new subjects, being independent.. I feel
like I'm lost now ya know? I just don't want to come back to reality. I want to be the secondary
school student I was, so happy so carefree so bubbly. But I suppose that we have to take things
in our stride and make the most out of what we have. Back to the point about change, man, I
know I've changed. Back then when I was a mere 15-16 yr old kid, I was so happy, giggly and
worry-free. I loved going to school, I loved doing silly spontaneous things. Hopefully, uni will
allow that person to come out to play again. Reading Corinne's blog about her OG and how they
all seem to like doing the same stupid retarded things gives me a glimmer of hope that the
future may actually not be that hard to bear. That it may actually be thrilling and fun. That
maybe I won't have to care so much anymore.

Another thought that came to mind while I was lying in bed last night was the idea of memories.
How they can come to you at the oddest moments. Like sometimes you think that certain
things will forever be etched in your memory but actually, it has long gone disappeared and
has become less and less important. I'm glad that I've always loved taking photos. They really
do capture certain beautiful moments. Memories are very important to me. I feel I am a very
sentimental person. Some memories make you smile to yourself. Oh, I just had a thought. I
was watching Ellen's Stand Up Comedy in HongKong with sisters and she said songs are forever.
I think that's really true. You may not always remember all the incidents in your life but songs
signify stages in your life. Listening to a song can cantapult you back to a particular moment
of your life. Music is really an art. A tune, a melody, can bring back so much to you, be it
joy or misery.

You see, I think I even typed this really fast. I'm just having a verbal diarrheoa here. Hmm
why does everything go so fast these days? Why don't we have time for romance anymore? Details are
so significant. Why is there always the look at the big picture? Why not it be the miniscule
idea? Hmm, we should just all slow down a bit and take time to smell the roses.

Alrights, the cough mixture is really making me drowsy. I'm off to take a nap. Nights world.


sammie scribbled ;
3:15 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007


I watched Die Hard 4.0 today. Haha I liked the action so I wasn't bored during the show. These
days, movies really suck except Transformers! I really liked it. :)
Hmm so I decided that I'll come home early today cuz I'm still not feeling well :( Know what's
worse? My eyes are BLOODSHOT ! ! I think it could be just that I am tired or something. I
really hope so. Hope it's nothing else. It's BOTH eyes somemore. EEEch. :(

It's been less than 12 hours and I already miss seeing your luggage outside my door and your
shopping bags sprawled across the corridor. Tonight I'll be sleeping alone and not waking up
to anymore 'Good morning sweetie's and pats on the head.
I miss you jie :(


sammie scribbled ;
11:58 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007


Ohmygosh, I have lost my voice :(
Feeling sick and miserable. I wanna rantrantrant. Sigh...


sammie scribbled ;
11:15 PM




I went mambo last night! :) with my second sister and her friends.
It was so much funnnnn. Good music at Zouk Members unlike our usual velvet which has
sucky music. Haha seriously, I doubt I've had so much fun at mambo in a long time.
I <3 you jie.
So, Rox+Jac+Sam= GREAT FUN! ♥
Loveyou guys so muchhhh.

But now, I feel the repercussions of a fun mambo night. My head hurts :( And yes, I'm very
stubborn. I went clubbing despite the fact that I was sick.


sammie scribbled ;
11:26 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007


I'm eyeing my sister have her durian while I pout in the corner feeling as sick as a puppy :(
I'm in dire need of nursing and some tlc.
poutssss


sammie scribbled ;
9:26 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007


Hello, okay so I've decided I'll do a really quick HongKong update with photos included.

HongKong Trip 16th June - 23rd June 2007

So my sister and I flew to HongKong on the 16th of June.

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Hmm, I watched "The Pursuit of Happyness" during that flight thinking it was a happy
show when actually it was a very depressing one. Of course, I did tear a bit. That
show's actually quite true, about how people just keep pursuing happiness but when
they find it, it only lasts a moment. So I was thinking how it was so true that on
the contrary, whenever you're sad, it takes so long for that to heal. So why do
people actually search so frantically for happiness? Shouldn't we all be content
with what we already have? I suppose it's human nature that all of us are guilty
of.

Anyways, on the same flight as us was Manda and Roger.

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It was not a coincidence that they were on the same flight as us cuz Manda booked it
knowing I was on it. But it was a coincidence that they sat on the same row as us!
Haha so I busy annoying Manda by staring at her from the window seat :)

And so, 3.5 hours later, we arrived in Hong Kong! :)

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Oh what nice pretty poofy clouds.

So we had lunch at Lei Yun. (Lee Gardens in English)

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My sister's husband is taking the photo so it isn't complete! But the food is great
as usual.

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This is just a random photo of my sister and I. She's looking up thru the moon-roof
or something that's bigger than that.

Anyways, so one night, we went to Marco Polo Hong Kong Hotel to have the BEST
Jap food EVERRRR. It's called Nishimura. Shiokssss.

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We are retarded I know.

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This is the view from Marco Polo Hong Kong Hotel. I love it. :)

So we went home that night and played Wii! :)

Okay we do that EVERY NIGHT.
But anyways, Wii is fun, really fun !

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That's me holding a bowling ball. Aren't I cute? :D

By the way, I suck at bowling. (In fact, we went bowling on one of the days).
But I'm a GREAT virtual bowler.

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Seeee! My score is 199 :)

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Look at our Mii charactersss Heeheeheeee

Okay so we did TONNES of shopping. Very fun.
But you know what made me leap, jump, scream and GIGGLE in hysteria? :D

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EDISON CHEN! MY ONE AND ONLY. Omg, he's soooooo CUTEEEEEE
For those who want to see this, you have to go to Times Square in Hong Kong. Heehee

Near Times Square in Causeway Bay, there's a great dandan shop. (it's like steamed
milk egg thingy)

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YUMMMMY

So another night, we went to Black Stump, this really good beer place.

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Here's a bird's eye view.

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This is the stump. I don't drink beer but this is refreshing.

This is really a disjointed entry but I don't care.
I think it was Tuesday that we went to H&M.

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It was SOOOO CROWDED that I felt like dying. We went on the public holiday. It was
Dragon Boat Festival. Haha.
My eldest sister was the one who was most excited to go there but she only got 1
dress while my second sis and I went crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Hahaha

On the way out of Central, we saw this.
It was an eye opener.

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OMG. Just say OMG.

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It's a guy by the way. Some gigolo I suspect :

The next day, we had this really huge dinner at West Villa in Causeway Bay with my
sister, her husband and family and family friends.

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This is us :)

So we were waiting in the restaurant room, sitting in front of a bowl of nuts and
getting really bored. Anyways, the background fact here is that I was kinda broke
cuz I blew most of my cash at H&M.
So my second sister told me that if she could throw one nut at me and I catch it w
my mouth, she'd give me 500HKD. Haha. Which is 100 sing dollars. Hahaha I was like
OKAYYY!

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THIS IS ME WITH THE NUT IN MY MOUTH. CAN YOU SEE!!
My sister's husband caught the moment with the snap of the camera.
I couldn't believe that I seriously caught the nut cuz I suck at these things.
SO I GOT 500HKD :D hahahah I was veryyy happy.

On Thursday, we went to Zhu Hai (China) and Macau for some gambling.

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In the cab to the ferry terminal.

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Waiting to get tickets.

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We headed to Zhu Hai first.

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Can you see the mountain??

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I was bothering her..
Seriously, my iPod is my LOVE.

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And her too..

Anyways, we reached Zhu Hai. Had this driver person guy send us to this famous
restaurant.

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This is the entrance to the restaurant.
I was like ?>@#>!#(*$ when I saw the stairs.

So China does have really sick, weird food. Eeeks.
See this.
These are sand worms.

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Before

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After.

Haha, I tell you. At first I got tricked by my brother in law that it was fish I was
eating. Then I realised that it looked oddly familiar!! Hahaaa shit man. But it was
tasty so I just ate it anyway.

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Me being barbaric

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Gross right..

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This is what they freaking sell in the restaurant. YUCK.

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I didn't know this is how China's supposed to look like. Quite pretty right.

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Driving to Macau :)

We reached Crown, the new Casino.

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I managed to only get half a shot of it.

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This looks like a fake shot I know. But no editing at all! Haha :)

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Pokiesss!

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The toilet!

Anyways, so after much gambling, we went to this French Restaurant upstairs.
It looked really pretty but served very lousy food. And overpriced too!

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Its name.

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The outside balcony area

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The inside area

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I set it on timer and put it on the table!

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The only thing good abt the place was the fantastic French Wine. :)

After Macau, we took the ferry home and then snoozed away. We were sooo tired..

So another day came and we went to Shatin unlike our usual Times Square, Harbour
City etc.

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Had lunch at this place. VERYVERY yummy beef omelette rice thingy

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Nice pretty flowers on the table

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I LOVE YOU

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You rock my world jie.

Ok so fast forward..
Let's talk about the night before we went back to Singapore.
We decided to play drinking games with Wii and the usual other nonsense games we
play.
The cousins came over etc and so it was very fun :)

We had our usual wine and stuff.
Then, came the REAL shit. :(

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Black label SHOTS. Omg, badbadbad.

My brother in law refused to mix it with anything. WHAT THE HELL RIGHTTT.

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The lethal weapon. Yucks.

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And so it past midnight which means the day we leave :(

So I got drunk that night and I didnt even know till I woke up lying in bed with
brushed teeth already. Haha. Must be the stupid rules of not talking loudly (which
I cannot abide by), no pointing, no saying names etcetc.

So came the day we had to leave. Pouts.

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Packing up in the room..

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In the plane and very sad to leaveeee.

Ok! That's all I wanna update about HK. It was fun. I have other photos to upload
too but I'm lazy now. Plus, my second sis is back from HK! So I get to spend lots
of time with her again :)

Alrights I'm off. Nights world.


sammie scribbled ;
9:41 PM