Another Sunday night.
Boohoooooo! I dun wanna go to school tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
Whine whine whine.
I have to go sleep soon if not I`ll be really tired tmr. Actually, I`m always tired. Sighh. How pathetic. School has suddenly lost its appeal. Okay, not suddenly, more like gradually. It`s getting more and more boring. Everything just seems so routine.
The weekends need to be more varied too. Haha but Taboo`s fun! :)
I wanna ice skate. Ice skating next weekend okayyy? Haha, who am I talking to.. Gee, I think I might have be a schizo.
Anyway, Nic was telling me how she thinks she`s a manic. I think I am one too.
Hokay I`m sleepy. This is a hopeless entry. Where have my insightful entries gone to?
Haha alright good night world.

I`m home on a Friday night!
Aren`t you proud of meeeee?!!! Haha :)
Okay so I did go shopping with my mommy but I`m home early. Wheee* :) Shopping was great. It really does me good. I feel so happy now. Haha better than the angry me in school. School just frustrates pple la.
This somehow feels good you know. It feels....healthy. I feel guai. Yayyy!
I`m a happy girl now. I swear it`s the retail therapy. And the fact that it`s the weekend already. Lalalala. No more school till...... okay let`s not go there.
Dum dee dum.
Tomorrow, on the other hand, hmmmmmm.
Take one day at a time, Sam! Bah, I`m talking to myself in third person. This is not good. I shall go off now.
Good night.

Didn`t go to school today again. Needed my rest.
So I can fully recover and get back on track! Yikes I can feel all the laziness in the world setting in on me. I will NOT yield.
Mmmm I feel emo yet again. Haha. Angsty teen. So much anger! Lol. I`m gonna pretend that I`m perfectly fine. Gee, I really miss watching movies. :( Havent watched movies for a long time already. The last one was Fantastic Four. Okay, that doesnt seem too long ago anymore. BUT STILL! Haha I wanna watch The Island and I still havent watched Batman Begins! So pathetic. Ayee, no more late nights for me for a long time more. Guess we gotta vote for the healthy alternative lifestyle :) Yay to that!

Hokayy so I guess I`m not angsty. I just can`t find another word for it. Maybe I just dun wanna say it. Hmm, I have a feeling I`m not making much sense. To myself and everyone else. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh I dunno what to say, think or do anymore. Dunno why, this feels like some kinda vicious cycle. I guess staying home has its cons. Ugh. I wish I had the ability to read ppl`s minds. Then I wouldn`t always be in such a dilemma right?
This is one screwed up entry. For fear that I might make it worse, I shall just stop here.
Evening world.

Full blown case of throat infection coupled with a fever.
I feel like death.
UGHHHHHHHH. I hate it. I feel HORRID.
Wish I didnt have so many late nights now..
My head hurts like a bitch.
My tonsils have swelled into ginormous proportions.
Aaaaaaa.

//Falling far deeper into the trap than I would have liked to

Rapture was real good :)
Got to see our dear BabyOOGA. Haha Rox and I gave her this tiny forever friends bear with the letter "o" on its tee shirt. So cute! Haha the O stands for Ooga if you didn`t figure it out. Haha okay it`s heard to guess.
Anyway I thought geek freak was damn cute and omg chowchow was so cute laaa. Lol..
Bumped into lots of pple but I`m too lazy to name them. After Rapture, headed down to Chijmes. Again, we took 20 mins to walk 3metres. Haha we can never decide where to go. So Rox and I ate at this Pizzeria place thingy while the guys watched and we FINALLY decided to go into Liberte.
My goodness, we were saying how our nights always start out bad then they turn out real good like Friday night but looks like it wasn`t the case for last night.
It was a horridhorridhorrid night.
Everyone was everywhere. Literally I mean. Grass patch, fountains, floors etc. All those wasted pple. Only a few of us were sober, and that wld be Rox, Marc, Ty and I. We were like "oh my god, look at them". Hahah and I have photos of them to prove it. But, I realised I`ve been too lazy to upload any of my photos to shutterfly already so why start? Hope they`re all okay already. It was quite a scene I must say.
Anyway yesterday was overall a bad day. Nothing was going our way la. Stupid roads were closed so we had to pay 11 bucks just to get to kallang theatre from cityhall. Ayeaye. Oh yeah, the part when I reached home was bad too. :(
Nevermind, these days come and go. The only good thing was seeing Corinneeeee and watching Rapture. Hahha oh and the company at night too.
Aiights I`m lazy to blog already. Sighhh..
I need to eat.
I need to cure my sickening throat.
I need more motivation for hockey tmr!

I miss it all I miss it so bad. :(
the adrenaline rush the cheesy smiles
[I`m not referring to my long nights btw]
I`m saying no more.

Geog re-term exam was a horror. This is the first time in my entire life that I have had sooo much time to spare and I sat there looking around, tapping my food, swinging my pen around and what-nots. Haha, gee, I think I`m gonna fail this one. But I already passed my term exam! This is just so damn anal! Hahah I see no point in it at all.

Hmmmm, everyday, Manda, Rox and I tell each other whether it`s gonna be a good day or not. Haha I wonder how we judge our days really. Some days are just shit-ass boring and angsty. Other days are just so fun and giggly. I want more fun and giggly days. They lighten me up. Was somehow rather angsty today. It has got to do with that stupid teenhood crap.

But then, now, I`m pretty chirpy. Must be the air at night. It loosens me up. :) Dum dee dum. I really dislike mood swings. They can tear you apart.

Damn, I have a GP test tmr. Bleahh. So boring. Andddd, I have 3 freaking Literature Assignments to do! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT! Hahah. They gave it to us all at one shot. Sadists! AC has wayyy too many tests. But I guess, like they say, it`s for our own good. :( Pout*

Sighhh one more thing;
I MISS THE OOGA*S!!!! MEET UP GUYS!!!! Love ya`ll.

It has been 2nightsinarow for the past2weeks.
Sense my weariness? Haha. Gee, I dunno how long I can take this for.
Please, healthy lifestyle!! I need it badly.
Okay I`m soooo excited to watch Rapture! Wheeeee* x)) Happyhappyjoyjoy.
Something to look forward to..
I know I should be studying Geog now. Can you believe ittt, we have another geog exam TOMORROW cuz our teacher isn`t pleased with our grades but this exam won`t be counted. The only reason why we need to pass this one is to run away from our teacher. RAH. How aggravating. Studying is just so bland and boring.

I have determination!
Self discipline!
I can I can!
:)

This is what we always say before a weekend but our attempts always fail so miserably. :( Hahaha.

At the rate that I am going, I`m gonna get a beer belly and LARGER eye bags.
Haha. Bad bad bad.

Last night was fun, met up for dinner at sushi tei. Sushi tei`s food quality`s standard has dropped tremendously. :( It used to be sooo good.
ANYWAY, I thought we weren`t gonna drink or anything but turns out I was wrong.
Acid Bar`s nice. I`ve always liked it. But, at first, the woman singing sounded like a strangled cat. After her break, she got alot better and less irritating.
The night got better as it wore on. :)
I swear that I suck at 5,10!! Lol.. And beer is really not yummy. I`d much prefer cocktails of sorts. Haha.
Omg, I think my sentences really don`t make sense. Anyway, yk was so funny last nite.. Let me quote "can we go sit on the grass now?" HAHAHAH.
Ughh, my throat hurts like a bitch now. Pardon me. No more drinks for me man..
Haha should have brought my cam last nite. But that didn`t stop us all from being photo whores cuz we still had manda`s camera and our phones.
Linnieeee, hope you had fun yeah! x) I`m sure you did. Hurhur.
Company`s the most impt, really.

As usual, today`s very unplanned.
Dunno which plans are wad. Haha -shrugs- But it`s true that spontaneous and impromptu plans are always more fun.
I really need to hang loose today. I feel drainedddddd.
Okay, I dun feel so guilty also cuz I did some work :)

Aiights shall update another time.
I wanna see a double rainbow again..

I saw a double rainbow today. (okay fine, everyone saw it. those who were at the bleachers)
What are the odds man!
Hahaha oh my god, I`m totally spiffed abt it! Such a lil girl I am, I still do take pleasure in the tiny lil delights that mother nature may bring.
Haha but seriously, what are the odds of seeing a DOUBLE rainbow, much less A rainbow! :)
Ooooh 'twas beyooootifuuuulll. :)
I know I`m supposed to be feeling lucky now..
But somehow, I`m not. Aye, so damn pms-y and what-not.

During the whole 8 rounds I ran today at hockey training, the stupid 'so contagious' song was stuck in my head, replaying certain lines. Haha and I still can`t get it outttt....

Could this be out of lineee could this be out of lineeee say u`re the only oneeee breaking me down like thisssssss you`re the only one I would take a shot onnnn keeep me hanging onnnn sooo contagiouslyyyy you`re everything I`m wanting come to think of it I`m aching dum dum dummmmmmm. Haha madness, that was a load of bull.

Yay, tmr`s Friday.
FINALLY.

//keep me hanging on, so contagiouslyyyyyyy

School seems to be pretty fun now. Somehow. I`ve been a total slacker since school started. Guilt!!!! Hahaha.
I`m like perpetually online these days. So addictive.

Ughh I hate when things get complicated. It just screws things up. From simple things to just one big knotted mess. From anger to bitterness is what most would feel.
Ayee nevermind, I shan`t think about it. :)

I`m good.

The past 2 nights were long.
Fri night was great like I said before.
Somehow, last night didn`t live up to everyone`s expectations. Maybe I just didn`t have the mood. Was too tired and upset that nic was leaving.
She left this morning already. NICC I LOVEEE YOU! AND I`M MISSING YOU ALREADY.

It`s a lazy Sunday. I feel angsty and I`ve got troubles at the back of my head, nagging at me.

`Twas weird.
Ugh.
Screw it la.
I don`t wanna think about it anymore.

Risque was surprisingly good! Must have been the company :)
Supper was funny..
Heehee. Kai lan, stingray and gong gongs. ;)

Oh dear, I dunno whether I should go tonight too but I`m feeling so lethargic.
Bad lifestyle BAD.

SHIT Nic`s leaving tmr, I`m gonna miss her like hell....
I DUN WANT HER TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(

OMG OMG
Last night`s sleepover was soooooooo FUN!!! hahahahaah I still have a stupid jackass grin on my face. My god, it was damn good! Hahah.

I have like a 100 over photos from last night.
Should I put it up?
HMMMMM. Haha I`ll think about it. But the photos are really very hilarious.
Lalalaa
Good times, good times. :)

For the record, the exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrr! :) YAYYYYYY!

Yesterday was great cuz I got to see NIKKKIIIII. I`ve missed her sooooo much. I think she really talked non-stop yesterday. Hahaha, she`s still soooo cute! *pinches her cheeks* I just love talking and catching up with her. I love you nicwicdic! :)

Drinking was fun at indochine. Haha. My goodness me, Manda taught us all the games and we really suck at them. Hahah but nonetheless, it was hilarious! Mmmm, I think we`re all gonna become alcoholics cuz it just tastes sooo good. But I still love wine.

Yesterday was just great la. :) Bumped into loads of pple too. Everyone seemed so happy. It`s all good. Hope today will be the same..

spinnin`
//you and me and a bottle of wine