;in nobody's eyes but mine

Saturday, April 30, 2005

ultimate quote//

she can`t fall for you if you`re not there to catch her

sammie scribbled ;
12:17 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

i`m in the lazy chilling mood.
haha refuse to study my geog (which i badly need to) and i have yet to come up with my PW ideas.
OMG SCREW PW. haha.
who the hell invented Project Work! if i ever meet that person, i shall wallop and clobber him/her to death. eeeks ok that was morbid. haha. i dun exactly mean that.. ;)

ANYWAY i love mondays and tuesdays. best days of the week. always feels qt good. i wish all the days of the week were like mondays and tuesdays. haha k i`m rambling..

yayyyy. we finally get to watch a REAL hockey match tmr. how cool is that. :) can scream for ac like maniacs. haha. i can imagine charissa yelling for ac! lol. so cute! can`t wait man! wheeeeee.

ooh shit at the back of my head, i know that there`s a huge stack of human/physical geog notes waiting to be studied for thur`s test. oh dearie me. -desperately tries to cover eyes and ears- i can feel the guilt seeping through my vains. WAHAHAHA. :P drama mama.

onto a more serious note, me thinks that me cannot hold on for much longer. me thinks me is losing control fast. me also thinks that patience is not me virtue. oh dear me is pouty and whiney now.

know how some pple like to sit in the front seat?
basically, it`s the feeling of control.
the feeling of wanting to be able to change the circumstances as they come. knowing where the road leads and bends so one won`t fall or fly outta the seat. so one won`t be caught unaware or basically, be vulnerable.

isn`t life just full of UPs and DOWNs?
haha it really is one helluva roller coaster ride.

sammie scribbled ;
9:00 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

first things first...

HAPPY BELATED BDAY NIKKI DEARIE!!
i love u and miss u muchhmuchhh!

okayy..
YESTERDAY WAS MAJOR FUN :)
WHHEEEEE*

for photos > CLICK!

went out with ooga*s, candice, and jieying. had lunch at billybombers! we celebrated lyssie`s birthday! i love ya lots pissssy!
my meatloaf was absolutely disgusting. super distasteful but thank god for my friends, my lunch still felt good. hehee.
we were on our usual photo frenzy. HENCE THE LARGE NO. OF PICS.
did alot of crazy nonsensical things. screamed in yoshi. laughed hysterically etc. haha only done w the ooga*s. lol. exclusive. heh.. for more info, please view rhino`s blog.
i love them to bits and pieces!!

oh yeah.. so went home in e evening.
came out at night again. met up with ongster and roxypoxy.
had fun at haagen dazs.. YUMMY.
omg we feel like piggs dun we.

okies sunday = work time. oh that sucks.

sammie scribbled ;
12:51 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

i wish a day had 36 hrs.
that`d be perfect. we`d all have enough time to do all the things we need to do.
plus, that means MORE sleep :) i`d be so satisfied with 36hrs/day.
haha ok, that`s really called hopeless dreams.

the parliament session was surprisely interesting and i actually paid attention to the so-called debate. wow. haha we got to see all the MPs and crap. oh yeah, eunice olsen was from ac and we were talking to her and stuff. yupps. but all in all, i think it was a rather enriching experience :) heehee. okay, i think i`m becoming an old soul. that ain`t very good, is it?

we have a chinese test tmr. i`m so dreading it. to top it off, we have mass pe. i realise i`m always complaining on wed nights cuz of that evil thing called mass pe. but at least ac`s pe isn`t like cj`s. i really pity them. the GSTs and stuff. yikes.

man, so many tests. so little time.
so much shopping and eating to do. so little time.
haha okay that sounded quite piggy-ish.

hmmm i need to have an early night so i shld be going soon.
back to msn. nights!

sammie scribbled ;
9:35 PM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

yesterday was GREAT.
met CORINNEEEE BABY!! :) did alot of catching up at yummy TCC. yes it`s kinda overpriced but e food`s good. hehee corinne`s entry made me wanna blog abt it.
sigh if only she was in ac! we could do all the crazy things together. singing. dancing. laughing. burping. screaming. talking extremely loud. etc etc.
omg, u noe what! that sentence just triggered a memory.. hehee. of corinne talking extremely loudly with earphones on. it`s DAMNN hilarious. she`s like some ah soh at the wet market. heeheee.
oh and i miss her cheeks.
BUT MOST OF ALL, I`VE MISSED HER.
so yes rhino, MORE OOGA* outings.

wow i had that sudden urge to type in CAPS. i think i must be hyper :)

today was a really indecisive day.
manda and i cldnt decide whether we wanted to go for Hockey, go home or go for the OCIP briefing. we just stood there pondering and being really annoying. haha i noe how it feels to have an indecisive person there irritating you. so i apologise to all ok! bah.
anyway we decided to go for Hockey in the end. haha i regret. i`m so tired now. oh wells.
we have to live with our decisions dun we.

lesson of the day: BE MORE DECISIVE.
yes mandy?
:) yes.
hahah.

oh oh and start doing work too. -yikes-

sammie scribbled ;
10:19 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

i had fun last night.
got to watch Whack! (they were brilliant) and all the other dances! also, got to catch up w qb and kyna.. :)
CONGRATS CORINNEEEE/SA! syf gold w honours and high energy award for danceworks! x) so glad for yall. did u hear us screaming for u? hee.

after danceworks!, went to Serangoon Gardens with rox, qibs and kyna. sat at coffee bean and froze our asses off. and i just figured that Serangoon Gardens Coffee Bean is quite a nice place to chill. INSIDE. ok. that wasnt supposed to be a pun. but it sounded like one. haha. so if u wanna go there, bring a jacket and get ready for long conversations full of shit. i like slacking and stoning. i wanna specialise in it. ok, that`s bad..

i wanna go out todayyy. i`m boredd! haha.
but nvm..
shall just sit around slacking :)
and i dun even have anything else to blog about already. so ciao!

sammie scribbled ;
3:29 PM

Friday, April 15, 2005

i`m feeling fatigued. drained. weary.
was out the whole day from 7am till 9plus pm. haha.
went out after school. met joyceyyy! :)
i`ve missed ya jie and i love yaaaa. thanks for listening ;) you the bomb! heehee.

omg i know i should be feeling happier now. since it`s already friday evening. but i`m feeling saddened somehow. oh my. this is really quite bad. i`m confused. mixed up. unsettled. tangled up. perplexed. kinda hurt in a way. i dunno why. i`m too damn effing sensitive. dun wanna be deceived. i really don`t. ahhh why do i keep thinking about this? i really don`t want to. i insist on thinking about other more impt things. but i simply can`t. i detest this feeling. okay there`re so many "i"s in this paragraph. enough. ughs. ok. period.

other than that whole chunk of utter ramble, i love school, even though we`ve got tonnes of work to do and the teachers have such high expectations. school`s fun.
ac`s the epitome of work hard, play hard. :)

ughhhhh I REFUSE TO THINK ABOUT IT.
screw this blog entry. feeling damn bloody disgruntled.
please, i apologise for this wet blanket of an entry.
i need an outlet.
just wishing, hoping and praying it`s not what i dread it to be.
boy is that gonna ache.

sammie scribbled ;
10:24 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

i`m tired from PE and a long day at school.
-yawns-

tmr`s friday! yay and no yay.
yay cuz friday means the approaching weekend and also other err things. :) :) it also means meeting joycey time! whee.. and etc..
and no yay cuz it`s the WORST timetable for the week. :S yucks. the longest stretch of tutorials. i can see myself flopping over and dying already. harrs.
no yay also cuz i have an econs test tmr!! rahh. i didnt even really study. boo. haha hope it`ll be relatively easy.
tmr tmr tmr
so many things happening tmr.

hmm can time pass by more quickly? please?

ok i`m exhausted.
nights.

sammie scribbled ;
9:57 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

i know what would really, really make my day right now.
harr :)
for now, i shall just listen to music.
what would life be like without music? it`d be utterly boring and unexciting don`t you think? okay, i`m just being very random.
had to go support acjc cross country today. if i`m not wrong, we emerged 2nd! yay! haha. BUT rj won la. hmm no comments.
then we had the daunting task of walking out from the most ulu-ated turf city. i think rox and all got lost. nat and i were just walkingg and walking. haha. poor pple.
hmm i`m so sleepy.
i have pe tmr.
oh
my
gollies.
am so dreading it.
it`s MASS pe somemore.
someone, just kill me now. save me the pain i have to endure tmr.
-sobs-

ok.. beeps.. exaggeration!
i`m off. nights world.

sammie scribbled ;
9:32 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

i come online with hidden agendas. haha.
mmm
mmmmm
okay the weather is so soothing.
makes me feel dreamy..

but... i truly hope my hopes dun come crashing down on me.
i truly sincerely feel i shouldnt think too much ..
or assume.. or just read too much into things..

this is hurting my brain. hurs. shant torture myself already.
music shapes the soul yeah baby.

sammie scribbled ;
6:47 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

SHOUT OUT TO OOGA*s

lys wants to celebrate her bday on 16th april, sat right?
so let`s all meet at night, after supporting corinne for danceworks ok?
ooga*s, pls reply on my tagboard.
love_

sammie scribbled ;
2:34 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

am in a blogging mood again. love typing and talking about random things, which i do alot.
i'm totally in love with the song "almost here" by brian mcfadden feat delta goodrem. it's always on replay now. such a loveydovey song with beautiful lyrics. hee. i'm feeling a lil crazy right now. just love listening to that song. it's just one of those songs that i get addicted to for awhile then i forget abt it after awhile. sigh. come to think of it. this applies to alot of things. pple come pple go. but of course one can never forget the friendship of a person who has left imprints in your life. yes. okay, here i go again, being rather random.
haha talking about random...
i was extremely random in geog lecture. "she pinched me"
okay out of point.
aye aye.. i just completed my geog tutorial. am proud of myself. -beams- i feel accomplished. ha ha. okay, it`s just 2 geog essays only. nvm. one at a time. i still have tonnes more to do. BUT it's okay. i will not let that irk me so. :)
my oh my. today was a very frightening day. roxy, natchoy, helena and i witnessed an old lady fall down the stairs opp fareast. the loud bang resonated deafeningly. oh my. we were shocked. however, we thought it was only a minor fall but to our dismay, she wasnt moving (but thank god blinking). then, to our utter astonishment, she was bleeding from her head. the blood was pooling you know! omg. we were like freaking. she wasn't just bleeding. more like bleeding PROFUSELY. okay, then rox suggested going into the hotel to get towels to stop the bleeding. and we ran in to ask the hotel management for towels. pple called the ambulance. a woman screamed at the operator on 995 cuz the ambulance was tking a helluva long time. the hotel staff came out with walkie talkies. a quick response medic arrived. pple gathered. stared. pointed. gasped. gaped. freaked. helena stood by the woman trying to help. maybe carry her but decided otherwise.
it was one helluva commotion.
thank god the ambulance came and took her to the hospital.
i really hope she's alright. let's all pray for her okay.
hai i think the image is still stuck in my head. it really scared us like shit u know.

okay shant think about it anymore.
life is just so unpredictable. the most unthought of pple suddenly appear in your lives and change it tremendously.
but change is good. most of the time ie. :)

now i wanna stop blogging.
i shall leave ya`ll with the lyrics of ALMOST HERE.
my current fave song :)

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

-grins-

sammie scribbled ;
5:34 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

tues
went for hockey training. ran 10 rounds ard the track. yes, 10!!!! omg. i cannot emphasise how much that is for me. haha. it was the first time in my entire life that i ran soooo many rounds. that equals to 4km you know. so i guess i`m officially in hockey. lol. how exciting. i think it`s fun actually but at the time of the PT, i felt like i was on the brink of death. hee hee.
aiights i`m also in tough rugby. ( yes i have 2 ccas! 2! ) but that`s an unofficial cca cuz gurmit singh hasn`t accepted the proposal yet. so sad right. haha. ANYWAY i think touch rug is really fun :) whee.

wed
highlight- went back to visit IJ with cheryl, jieying and rox. once an ij girl, always an ij girl. i love and miss ij dearly. it was ms shanthi`s birthday so we went to wish her a happy birthday. but we were really disappointed cuz mrs alex and mr tan werent there. they`d left already. sob. moreover, they werent having dance! rah. of all days! hmmpf. oh so we ended up talking to ms tan (yes our principal) till 7plus :) she`s the best principal ever. we just adore talking to her. i mean we can talk abt anything and everything and she`s perfectly alright with it. such a hip principal eh? haha x)

today
whao i`m feeling really tired. JC days are unfortunately extremely long. from 730 to 430. haha. oh. had pe yest and today. so it was like 3 consecutive days of strenuous physical activity. bah. it`s taking its toll on me. boo. oh and something really stupid happened today.
i was my klutzy self again! haha.
i..... slammed...... my....... hand..... against ........ the bleachers' step!
(it was during a jumping activity)
haha. so my left thumb and index finger are currently immobile. how tragic!
i find lots of difficulty in smsing with my left thumb cuz my right thumb is quite retarded. hahaha. and no, i`m not a left hander.
other than that, nothing spectucular happened today. it was just another normal day at school but i happen to love school life (asides from the heavy work load). :)
talking abt work, i`ve got lots of work to complete and here i am blogging. nvm, we need a BALANCE in life. hahaha. what a load of bullshit.
maths seems highly alien to me. i think alot of pple are behind like 7 tutorials. ie. ME. haha. bad bad bad.
oh, our human geog teacher JUST gave us a ton of notes from the start of the yr to now so you can imagine the thickness of the notes. please, teachers, i beg of ya`ll, print on both sides so we dun have to lug our lead heavy notes ard everywhere we go.
okay i`m boring ya`ll with the unnecessary information. heh.
actually, alot of other eventful things have happened but i`m not gonna put in the time and effort to blog about it :)
so toodles for now.

sammie scribbled ;
7:36 PM

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