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Hello world.
I am here to destress. :)
I realise that everytime important exams draw near, I start to blog incessantly. It's quite horrid cuz I'm wasting time here. Jee, for the past few days, I have been completely unproductive and I'm really disappointed. Bahhh oh well. And you know what makes it worse? I really wanna watch a movie! Like ANY MOVIE. Preferably Corpse Bride or Brother's Grimm though. Damn, I feel so deprived. I wish I lived near a cinema so I can just skedaddle down and grab a ticket during my breaktime. Haaahh. I hate this period, where you're like in limbo: exams are almost here but they're not and you can just smell it. Sniff sniff.
Alright, I'm going to promise myself that I will be efficient later. And productive. Gosh, I sound like I'm part of economics. Actually, we all are. Mmmmmm, this is really scary.
Man, I was looking thru my photos last night (see, the things I do), and mannn, boy did we look really young last time. Haha and the BAD HAIR DAYS! Ohmygosh. So bad. Plus we were all a tad rounder I suspect. It's either that or my eyes are playing tricks on me. Could it be the angle of the camera? Haha this sounds very silly. Nevermind, random can be good. It surprises everyone and surprise is good. Isn't it?
Can you tell that I'm really stressed? I'm just typing nonsense. I guess it's doing me good too. UGH. I'm feeling really stressed. 1 more week to the PROMOS. Gosh, what an evil word. I cant wait till this is all over but I really hope that we all can do well yeah. :) Mm, let's think positive ok! YES!
I already have a mental list in my head of what I'm gonna do after the promos. Hahha I fought the temptation to write it into a list. I think I did that last year. Can you imagine that? Hahah it's only cuz I didnt wanna miss out anything. Hehee. Crazy. Talking abt 'crazy', I think we're all gonna go bonkers after this. Yes, we will. Bah, oh dear, there I go again. Should stop this. It's almost addictive.
AHHHHHHHHH I REALLY WANNA GO OUT.
Hahah please refer to the top of my entry. Moviemoviemovie. I'm a sucha moviebuff. Plus I havent shopped in ages.
Shit, I'm doing it again.
Okay, since I made that promise to myself, I shall GO AND DO SOME WORK.
TAKE THIS IN MY STRIDE I WILL.
Hehe, this is a really pointless entry. If you're still reading this, cheers to you! :)

Today was a horrible day.
Hence, I am angsty Sam yet again.
ARGHGHGHDHGHGHHGHGHHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really shouldnt rant and rave about it cuz it's just gonna make me MORE upset.
But really, I think mean words are absolutely unnecessary. It's not like we dun feel horrid abt it already okay. Thanks alot man.
Everyone makes mistakes, even people from --- ok. What the hell.
THIS IS SO UPSETTING. UGH. AND I HATE THAT 5-LETTER WORD. I HATE IT.
I wanna say so much more but this is the damned World Wide Web. Talk about freedom of speech. Check out all those pple who got sued from writing controversial topics (ie. racism) on their blogs. So I shall save myself from any excessive misery or trouble.
Man, I quote, we truly are, scarred for life.

What a fcked up day. RAHHHHH.
I just wanna flail my arms around and SCREAMMMMMM like I really mean it.
This is a damn screwed up entry.

Anyway I'm glad that it was a surprise short day so I could come home to rot.
Bye world.

UPDATE!!
Gosh life revolves around school now. I hate it that promos are coming and I hate the fact that I have to study. BAH. THISSUCKSPOO.
My social life has come to a standstill till the 11th of Oct. This is like really pathetic.
But it's okay I guess, just another 2 more weeks till the exams officially start. Alright, less than that. Time is flying by and I feel like I've not made enough progress :( This is depressing. I was just telling Rox today about how I sink into depression once I start work. I like mope in front of my work. Hahah gosh I just realised how stupid that sounds after I typed it out.
Dumm dee dummm, and you know what's horrid? Haha my mind goes off-tangent after I read a few lines of my notes! Haha actually it's quite funny cuz I think abt funny stuff sometimes and laugh to myself. Uh-oh I sound reallyyyy weird. Nah, doesnt matter. WHO CARES!
ALRIGHT!!
It's 830pm! TIME FOR CHARMED! :)
Hehe my form of escapism.

Here's a nice happydandy entry.
Some PHOTOS to look at!
:) But no shutterfly for you guys.
Just photos here.
LOVE YOU LOTS NIKKI DARLING.
So glad you're back and decided to TRICK me. Heehee.


This is why I love her.
Haha



The things we do.


Blurry



WHEELOCK toilet. Hur






She loves me and I love her too!


MY TURN!


My darling stead.

Okie done.
Last night was fun. :)
Studyingggggg soon!

My goodness, Ive never ever been such an angsty teen before you know. I was always that happy girl with that perpetual grin on her face. But now, it seems like a distant memory.
It's like Manda and I were discussing during GP how we all seem to be growing up so fast. Like, we were reminiscing how in secondary school, we could just go crazy, run around and scream like no one cares. But now, we're older, gotta portray a more mature exterior. I mean, yes, of course our minds have matured and we're more experienced and exposed to the world but sometimes, you just wanna rip that facade off and be that little girl again. Be that silly lil giddy headed girl with no worries in the world. Now, now, wouldn't that be nice.
Yeah, it's always good to feel older and wiser. Makes you feel, somehow, superior, however bad that sounds. But it's true. Gee, all I know is that right now, I wanna go back to the old days. There's no point living in the past, is there? We all gotta move forward. There's usually no turning back. It's like a one way road. Once you turn around, you're lost all over again. No signs are there to guide you. You're on your own. All by yourself. Loneliness sets in. Disorientation occurs and you feel like a damned lost sheep with nowhere to go. Sometimes, one may even sink into the deep dark depths of depression.
I'm just feeling so dissatisfied. Dissatisfied with what you ask me?
Everything I guess. It's like the concept of fun. You have fun one day. It may be pure innocent good ole fun. The next day, you go on a search for more. This time, you have a wilder sort of fun and you think it's great so you just go on with it. But then, one day you realise that it no longer exudes the kind of excitement it used to. And all you're left with is an empty shell. You go on and on searching for it. Be it fun or anything else. Well, sometimes, everything just seems to lose its thrill and colour and all you see it black, white and patches of grey.
Sometimes I really think I ought not to be so stubborn. I guess that can be the root of all evil too. I can just sit there, refusing to budge and do what seems to be the right or logical thing.
So change would be good here right?
I dont know.
All I can say is that I'm pretty damn clueless right now.

Sighhhh grumpy day.
Top model has already started but I'm lazy to get off my bum.

Stress levels are at its peak.
Hyperventilation.
Pulpitating heart rates.

Okay, hyperbole.
But seriously, it's realy close to that.

Random entry again.
Hahhhhh I need a topic to blog on.
Gosh music playing in the background makes me so emo. Bahhh.

EMO EMO EMO.
How do I get rid of the feeling?
I know I know I know.
I KNOW.
What the hell do I KNOW?
Ahh bull, this is a load of shitcrap.

Emo times call for emo needs.
More emo songs, thanks.

SHITTTTT
It's Sundayyyyyy
There's SCHOOL TOMORROW.
AHHHHHHHHH I'm gonna cry. :(

Okay after this entry, I promise to go do my work.

Anywayy last night was pretty fun :)
Had dinner and watched The Cave with Rox, Ty, Amos, Bhock (dinner only), Amanda, Yk, Marc and Xl. Oh, The Cave is really stupid. Don't watch it. Haha I wanna watch Brother's Grimm though. Dum dee dum.
After the movie, we took a long time to decide where to go. Manda and Xl went off to watch soccer at Cuscaden. The rest of us ended up going to Yk's hse to play 'taboo'. Hahaha we opened the box and everything but in the end we didnt even play ONE game. Haha.
We had lots of ice cream and some cups of Liquid Luck and Sapphire Water. Tee hee. We made many discoveries last night. But too bad I wasnt fit enough to have alot. Oh yeah, we even analysed shadows and stuff. Don't ask. Haha.
Photowhoring with our phones was another key event. Hurhur.
Damn, that pretty much sums up our night.
I was hoping it'd be a longer entry so I can go off later but ughhhh.

Just get through this period and we can all be liberated :)
I just wanna screammmmmmmmmmmmmm.
I'm off.

Heyhey..
Last night was good. Met up with Coco, Lys and Rox. :)

Here's a pic of us.



Muahahaha finally ONE picture in agessssss. And we're such photowhores somemore. I stole this from lys' blog. I need more for chowchow cuz I didnt bring my camera *gasp* yesterday. Hurhur.
Anyway, we updated each other on loads of gossip etc. It was really fun. Our usual sakae hangout. :) Laughing like maniacs. I knew I laughed till I cried. Haha but I cant remember cuz of what.

We walked ard. Talked somemore. Cor left. Lys, Rox and I walked around, went to get some ice cream at Lido. Bumped into Ty and all! Haha those naughty boys were going to Chinablack.
Basically, we talked alot last night. It was all good. Like old times :)

After lyssie left, Rox and I went to meet Ongster and company to get our dosage of Ong Abuse. :) Heehee I feel bad. They were gonna watch a movie so we went home. Guess who we bumped into again! Haha the guys!
Anywayyy, Rox and I NOW KNOW THAT WE SHALL ALWAYS LOOK ARD BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING. Hahaha after that near-fatal-heart-attack incident, we were almost shell shocked! Hahha but it was quite funny really.

Dumdeedum, alright so tonight shall be 'reunion' night. Yuppp, I exaggerate and dramatise alot. It's just another one of our outings before school reopens. Gosh, I'm gonna start bawling :( RAHHH.

Yuppp, I'm not in a very good mood today. Actually very irritable. Grrrr. I need some stress relief before I get any wrinkles. I'm just really grumpy right now, I could literally bite.

Alright I'm off.
RETAIL THERAPYYYYYYYYYYYY
(I hope I get to do that later)

I'm so exciteddddddd!

My mommy and I are gonna go watch Quidam later tonight. :)
Wheeee*


Oh dearrrrr, it's Thursday already. Shit, timing is flying by.

I'm sneezing like a freaking dicking dog.
My stupid megawatt tonsils always triggers all of this. I think I better vow to not take so much fried food all in a day cuz I really hate being in this state.
One day, I might really succumb and remove my wretched tonsils which I seriously do not need. But, I guess I'll miss them. Haha drama-mama.
I wish the holidays were longer. So many things to do, so little time. And when I say that, I not only mean homework/studying. I mean catching up with friends (you know who you are -pulls a face-) and simply just chilling out a bit. Mann, a week is absolutely insufficient. Let's complain to the MOE! Come on people, let's go on a strike and not return to school on Monday! Who's with me! Gee, wishful thinking once again.

Sniffle sniffle sniffle

I'm so tired. Really dread my days at home. I have to force myself to get down to some serious work. Bleah okay let's not talk about work. It's so dreary.

This is so random but I think that Christina Aguilera has this immensely powerful voice. Gosh, listen to 'I turn to you'. It's sooooo good! Haha and 'Beautiful' and 'Reflection'. All those ballots. Mmm, the perfect songs for rainy days. I think she used to be really pretty in the video 'I turn to you' but I dunno what happened to her. Haha. Oh and I think Britney Spears is like icky. Let's not go there.

Ahhhh I'm so tempted to put up photos. But it goes all the way back. From the ooga* sleepover to the other sleepover to our crazy nights at Acid Bar, to the time when nikki darling came back, to the time when linnie came back, to our night at rapture and liberte, to our random days in school, to the outing with corinne where we photowhored, to our formal event at the art gallery and to our kbox outing. The list just goes on and on and I doubt I'd be able to finish putting all the photos into shutterfly. Plus, I'd be wasting precious time. :( Sigh but it's sooooo fun to look at all those funny photos we took. Boy I miss it all.
I miss alot of things and people.
IJ + IJ friends.
My dear ooga*s.
Nicole Teo Wei Fen.
The crazy nights at Acid Bar when all the overseas pple came back.
The old times.
Hanging out with Ongster and Rox at Haagen Dazs talking about life.
Hanging out with both my sisters

Dum dee dum. I'm just a fart sometimes. Haha. Wasting my time blogging.
Alright, I shall stop here and go have my lovely dinner.

This is so OC.

Haha that`s what manda rox and I concluded just now.

Very very OC.
Just that it`s our own version of OC, Singapore-style.

Hahaa it totally cracks me up.

Anyway today was a project-filled day so I`m totally drained.
Mind, heart and body.
Better get some rest.... sooonnnnn..

This seems so utterly ironic cuz I needed change.
And here it is.
A new blog layout.
:) I like it.
Another one of corinne`s.
But, I still like the previous one cuz it was exclusive, only I had it. Haha.
Nevermind, this is all good.
Nights.

I`ve decided I`m gonna try my best to not write depressing entries and be my normal, chirpy and random self again! :)
But the weather`s perfect for such an entry. It`s rainy and cold, just what I like best. I hate humid days plus the scorching sun! Eeeeks! Listening to disney songs now. It`s so relaxing..

Oh yeah, Perfect Catch was quite a cute show. :)
Rox and I taught the guys how to play "I never". REMEMBER?!?!?! (talking to ij ppl) Haha, I can still remember how my mom and helena`s mom forbid us to play that game cuz we came home with bruises all over our arms. Hehe. It was such a fun game. But last night, we changed the pinching to hitting so it wasn`t as painful. Mannnn, I miss IJ so much. All the stupid things we did.. (especially our rendition of 'I will survive') Something we can`t really do anymore. Sighh, reminiscing. Can you feel the nostalgia?

Shittt, now I`m listening to some emo song. Bad bad. I`m gonna end up writing some horridly sad entry. Hahaa but I cant bring myself to change it.
Eeeks I dun like this entry. It`s so random.

I shall just stop here.
When inspiration hits me, I`ll be back.

Oh wait, one more thing, I MISS YOU NIKKI DARLING!

I really really really hope that it`s simply a misunderstanding.

Besides that, I just think that no one can completely understand how we feel.
And we can`t blame anyone for that.

Good night world. It`s late.

Morning morning.

Yesterday was a hectic day.
Didnt go to school cuz of my tummy again. Instead, went to yongkai`s place to study. Only my dear roxypoxy went to school. The others didnt. Haha. Anyway our studying session wasn`t that productive yet it wasn`t that bad either. Hmmm. Okay, so after studying and lunching, we watched "A Moment to Remember". It`s some Korean show. Haha the guys said it`s damn sad and they teared when they watched it in the cinema but somehow, the girls didn`t even spare a teardrop. Haha stone cold hearts! No la, I didn`t think it was that sad. "Autumn in my Heart" is like a gazillion times sadder and so is "Summer Scent". I remember last year, I had one of those Korean posts where I put up all the photos of them. This reminds me of then. The shows were really damn sad. And the same girl who acted in Summer Scent acted in A Moment to Remember and you know what`s REALLLYYYY scary?! Haha she looks like my sister! SO MUCH LIKE HER. Haha shit the resemblance was so strong.

Anywayy, after that we all left to go to town. Manda, Rox and I had our chat session at coffee club express then we left.
We went to suntec to SURPRISE MY DEAREST CUTIE! Haha x)
It was good, all good cuz she didn`t know it was coming. I know we`re such sweeeet people. Lol. Anyway, Qibby, I knew you were happy ok! Haha and I hope you liked our present. Remember what I said. Hehe, Jieying made me say that.
Dum dee dum, it was definitely good to see all my beloved IJ friends again. No one can replace them. Damn but qibby, know what I`m missing? Our sakae buffet challenges! Haha during the hols ok? :) Anyway was a pity I couldn`t stay out late cuz I needed to go home to rest.

All in all, it was quite a fulfilling day.

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Forget it, I decided to censor all of that.

Girls Night Out last night was damn good.

Liz, Manda and Rox: LOVE YOU GUYS LOTSLOTS. It was awesome man.. We should do this more often! :)

Okay, now let`s talk abt the bad part.
At 3plus in the morning, I started having these horrible sharp pains in my stomach and lower abdomen. I cldnt even stand or sit up straight. So I took some medication, curled myself into a ball and went back to sleep hoping it`s just mild food poisoning.
Well, this morning when I woke up, it still hurt like a biatch. Haha. Oh my God, it was really horrible. I cldnt even walk or stand properly. So my mom brought me to the doctor. The doctor checked me, prodded my stomach and he said my large intestines were inflamed. Guess what, my appendix was a little agitated too so it could be apendicites. OMG. OMG. I freaked out la. So I`m supposed to observe myself today and tmr to see if it gets any worse or doesnt improve. You know he scared me outta my wits. I just pray it`s merely the large intestines problem. It`s so scary. And I dun even know what caused all of this. Sighhh.
Today`s so wasted. Lied in bed the whole day.

Here`s a great big shoutout to....

MY CUTIE! :)
Happy 17th birthday! Yayy you`re finally 17. But you`re still younger than me. Haha. May all ur wishes and dreams come true ok. We need to meet up soon soon. Lovelove. Miss you!

Anyway I need to get some work done. Bah..
I hope I`ll be alot better tmr so that I can go study and watch a moment to remember. Haha. Let`s cry buckets!
Somehow, I feel like I`ve got loads more to say but I can`t remember. Damnn.
Nevermind, I bet it was something I couldnt blog of anyway.