Wow, look at me, I'm blogging again.
Hmmm, I just read this really interesting blog. I came upon it by chance and one of her
entries really hit me. It's like I completely understand what she meant about the
relationship that she had with this particular guy. I now comprehend why sometimes
people do the things they do for love. Like what she said, she was afraid to taint that
near perfect relationship by saying things out loud and hence she ends up where she is
now, truly feeling and knowing what she actually searches for. Ya know, I dont really
make much sense right now but I just feel so connected to her even though I don't know
her well at all.

Another entry of hers also struck one of my tender cords for the day. Friendship.
There is no such thing as friendships that can be forced. It's like you know that
on your part, you try to put in the effort to further the friendship into a deeper,
less superficial level but the other party
doesn't even try. You ask yourself why and then when you realise what everything stood for
since the beginning, you just hurt. The past was all good, fun times and all. But seriously, when
I really ponder over it, I see it from a different perspective now. We are all young aren't we?
Foolish we are to think that there was respect for one another as friends and true concern for
each other. But now, realism replaces idealism and optimism for that supposed long time
friendships.

For now, I will just grieve for what I didn't know I lost a long time ago. But then again, I never
had it. I was blinded.

Hello everyone, it's been a while since I've updated. Gosh, the world is changing
isn't it? Anyways, I'm at my new place, been really busy unpacking and shit, and I
am still clueless about how to get here. Well, I guess I have loads of time to
figure this out.
Okay so I'm bored and feeling very angsty. Last night was mambo again. The usual.
Nothing much to share. Have loads of outdated photos I would like to upload but
laziness has taken over Sam's system.
Alrights, here's one of those profiles thingy that you fill up when you're bored
and waiting for Heroes to load...
(YES HEROES IS F***ING GOOD)
-ahem, pardon me



1. What time is it? 12.25pm

2. Name: Samantha See

3. Piercing: 4 ear piercings

4. What is the most recent movie you've seen in the theatre?
Hmmm, Blood Diamond. Many other movies I've been wanting to watch but I dont know
why I haven't found the time to even though I have absolutely nothing IMPORTANT
to do. Anyway Blood Diamond was good so go watch if it's still screening.


5. Eye color: Dark brown

6. Place of birth: Singapore, the food paradise! MMMMyum

7. Favorite food: JAPANESE. I've had this discussion with the girls a gazillion
times, so Chinese comes right after Jap. It's a tough fight. Hahha

8. Ever been to Africa: Nope, I would love to go to South Africa.

9. Ever been toilet papering (rolling): ??? No.

10. Love someone so much it made you cry : Well in the context of not being able to
bear parting with the person, yes.

11. Been in a car accident: Hmm yeah those minor ones when I was younger and someone
hit my dad's car. But I doubt it's really counted.

12. Croutons or bacon bits: CROUTONS!!! I LOVE THEMM!!! But bacon bits are good too!

13. Favorite day of the week: Hmm, Friday! Cuz it's the start of the weekend AND
Ty is coming out this Friday :)

14. Favorite restaurant: Nishimura in Hong Kong! It serves the most delectable
Jap food flown directly from Japan! :):)

15. Favorite flower: Tulips, they're pretty. Never received them tho. One sad thing
about flowers is that they die.

16. Favorite Sport to watch: Errr this is a tough one. Hmm I consider Dance a sport
even though many people who play sports refute that. I LOVE WATCHING DANCE.

17. Favorite Drink: Alcoholic: Wine or champagne. Non-alcoholic: Ribena, green tea

18. Flavor of ice cream: Chocolate!! But I also LOVE Haagen Daaz Macadamia Nut.

19. Disney or Warner Brothers: Definitely Disney! I love disney :)

20. Favorite fast food restaurant: McSpicy from Macdonaldsssss! Or Terayaki Chicken
Burger from Mos Burger

21. What color is your bedroom: Beige

23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail: My cousin

24. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card: Oooohhhh, this is
difficult. I'd have to say all the stores in Paragon! Haha I'm such a greedy
pig.

25. What do you do most often when you are bored: Hmm, this is obvious isn't it.
Surf the net, watch tv, talk on the phone. GO OUT MAN!

26. Bedtime: 12plus? Haha anytime I am sleepyy. Please exclude Wednesdays of course.

27. Favorite TV shows: Prison break, HEROES!, Friends, Desperate Housewives

28. The last person you went to dinner with: More like people. Last night. Yk, Medhi,
Marc, Doug, Amos. Yupp

29. Ford or Chevy--: None of the above?

30. What are you listening to right now: I'm listening to my computer buzz.

31. What is your favorite color: Green, red, black. Not together of course. It
really depends on whether it is clothes or just other things.

32. How many tattoos do you have: ZERO.

33. How many pets do you have? I dont have the pets, my dad does keep pets, 3 freaking birds called Shamas. Some songbirds.

34. How many scars do you have? Tonnes of my legs. A punctured one on my right
shin. I have on my knee caps too. I'm so chor lor I can't even keep track.

Alrights that was long, I'm gonna get a banana walnut bread to munch on and watch
Heroes now.
Ciao.

Yesterday felt like the worst day ever.
Heard 2 pieces of bad news in the morning,
of which emotions are still trapped within.
Plus I took a tour of the lovely island called Pulau Tekong.
Gosh, I hate it that it's so clinical and bare.
I hate it for it's bald heads and macho exterior.
But most of all, I hate it for what it stands for.

To think that the 12th of Jan would actually not get any worse,
the night seemed to tumble into the deeper hollow.

In the corner and only the sound of the 2 voices
that can calm my soul.

Heyyyy
I'm finally back from Hongkong! Wow, it was fun. Love spending time with my sisters.
Got loads of photos to update before hk, hk and post hk. Haha. Mambo, Xmas, NYE etc.
Anyways, despite the fact that it's winter in HK, this time round I got a chance to shop and
actually found stuff to buy! :) YAY! So I'm pretty happy..

Woww, it's 2007 already, scary how time flies doesn't it? Well, things are really gonna change
arent they? Optimism should be the key so I shall try to think positively. Yeah I'm afraid. But
I'll cope. Hmm I dont even know what to blog about right now. Sighhh. Oh yes I feel anger
for my friend. I mean like some people can be such fucking jerks. Excuse my french but it's true.
So here's a word to that asswipe: If I ever see you again, I will strangle the life out of you!

Well anyways, I'm hungry now, lunch is on the way I hope. There's stupid drilling going on next
door. I hate such noise. Thank god I'm moving. See what I mean by change? So much change
around me. Ahh. Ya know, when that waterfall started flowing last year, it seems like it
hasn't really stopped much. I gotta plug that river man.

Okay it's time to upload some photos. I'll put them up soon.
I'm out.