HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING BIRTHDAY GIRLS:
LIZ AND ROXY!

Yay to you both. TGC all the way yeah?
The both of you, Manda and I make the best matches ever. Our favourite crystal jade la mian xiao long baos, chit chats, talks, laughing, SCREAMING, talking during math lectures and getting caught, our photo whoring sessions where we dont care about what other pple might think of us crazy girls, our shades and simply, our bond. *diamond
:) Thinking of you girls only can make me smile.

Liz: Was so great getting to know you yeah. SO GLAD I FOUND YOU! I know your party will be awesome tonight :) Hehe and you've been a great friend yupp. Loveyaa lots dear gal pal. :) Our diamond will never break. *kissykiss

Rox: Hey my dear bestestbestfriendinthewholewideworld! Sounds familiar? Hehe so glad you're finally legal yeah. Mambo all the way now man. :) Thanks for being the most fantasical friend ever. You rock my world and you know it la. Haha. But please stop bickering with my bf. I LOVE YOU! *muah

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Anyways, the night before was extremely fun! Haha nothing beats mambo man. And I do hope that you, ROXYPOXY liked ur presents and ur surprise. Hehe. :) It was great great fun yupp..

Okiedokie, I'm gonna stop here. Have to get changed soon and stuff.
Laterss.

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful,
Stop me and steal my breath.
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it out with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide.
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it out with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Repeat Chorus]

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead.
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Repeat Chorus]

Good afternoon people.
It's the weekend.
I'm feeling not-so-liberated and not-so-free somehow.
Kinda feel like the chains are still round my neck and shackles around my feet.
Think it's just the weather and the mood.
Blah, alrights better like go and change or sth if not I'll prob be late.
Darn weight seems to be growing heavier.
Anyhow laters then.

Because I've been tagged......

Rules: Tagged person must come up with 8 points about their perfect lover. Must include the sex of ur lover.

Sex: Male

1. He must be humourous. That's so that he can make me laugh anytime of the day. But not like jackass kinda annoying funny. Just tickle my funny bone! Haha. Oh yeah and being extremely FUN to be with. Like we must always have loads of fun whereever we are.

2. He must love me a lotttttttt. :) Being treated like a princess always feels so wonderful. And of course I must love him tonnes tooooo.

3. He must have a great character. He definitely cannot be a bad person. Being understanding all the time and always being there for me. Basically, being a great friend. Yessss definitely we have to get along so well like best friends, someone I can rely on.

4. He must be trustworthy. That's so I can confide in him and tell him all my deepest darkest secrets. Talking abt secrets, he should never be judgemental about my past or whatever that I have to tell him.

5. He must be gentlemanly. A guy who understands my needs. Haha. Simply just being a man and doing what a man has to do.

6. He must be decisive and lead in the relationship sometimes. He cannot be wishy washy cuz that is just sooooo irritating. Making the right decisions are always very important too.

7. He must be polite and well-mannered. Also, he has to be able to get along reallyyyyy well with my family AND friends. So that we can all live happily together :)

8. I must be able to look into his eyes everytime and feel a great tingly warm fuzzy feeling inside me, knowing that we both love each other deeply and that there's nothing that can get between us.

Aiights, that's it!
Hahahaha, wow, that'd be a perfect guy... But that's like a perfect lover anyway.
Okieeee, anyways EXAMS ARE OVER!! :) [since like yesterday]
Watched V for Vendetta yesterday. It was damn good. Go watch itttt! Haha. Yuppp, tonight will be another fun-filled night YAY.
Okies I'm gonna stop here. Ciaos.

1 more exam leftttttttttttttt :)
WHEEE!
I'm soooo excited.
Alrights, Math tmr. I feel really relaxed but somehow I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that it will be a difficult paper.
HMM, so I should do something about it. I will, later.

ANYWAY, today I learnt 3 new things.
I have been educated by Doug and Ganyang. Haha. GOSH, MY EARS! Hahaaaa, but no, it's good to be educated cuz then you're not ignorant. Haha, or maybe we're just getting our minds polluted la. It was fun hanging out at Macs after Econs exam today. Hee hee havent done that in a while. I think the Macs pple were on the brink of chasing all of us cuz we were all laughing so damn loud. Yuppp, we just hung out and talked.. Something I really like to do.
Anyways, NAT, LIZ, ROX and MEAGHAN, let's have a collectibles outing soon okkkk! Like REALLYY soon. :)

DUMDEEDUM. Okay, I think my post seems crazed again.
I'm gonna stop here and bathe soon so I can like start doing some more MATH!
Oh so fun.
Toodleloo!

2 more papers left to go!
Econs and Math!

Whee, very soon this will all be over...........

TICKTOCKTICKTOCK.
QUICK!
You know, I feel so warped and crazy and just cuckoo. You should have seen Rox and I yesterday. It was madness, 2 cooped up chickens finally let loose in the wild. That was what we were. Laughing hysterically at everything! Haha. What a bunch of wackos.

Okiessss, I really need to start reading my econs notes.
It's like afternoon already.
Alrights, later!

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Good morning people of the World Wide Web!

Sighhh, it's a Saturday morning. Feels like a Saturday morning too. Dontcha think there's a different feel to a weekday morning and a weekend morning?! Err haha ok ANYWAYS!
I'm currently very stressed out cuz well, the Term Exams are in exactly less than 2 days! Hmm, yes it starts on Monday and I'm still not prepared. Plus I cant seem to remember any shit from any subject. RAH. The horror! You see, I panic internally but I dont seem to be taking much action which is scaring me. Haha. Hmm, I need to get like a minimum of a B B B B to hold my S paper. Hmmmm, wow, that's not tough at all really! [Pls do sense my sarcasm] Well, I'm damn right sure I wont be able to get that average grade of a B. I mean like, I started studying this week. Sighhhhh. This is quite tragic. I do hope that the B thingy is just a rumour cuz I wasnt in school the whole of last week and this is only what I heard. But I seriously doubt that it's a rumour. Wishful thinking on my part.
Okay, so actually, to cut it short, I'm pretty much SCREWED for Terms.
But no no, I will NOT be discouraged. Hahaaaaaaha, I will still TRY and remain positive!
DO MY BEST!
Errrr, okay I dont really think that that's the definition of best. BUT WHATEVER!
Bleah, enough on the sch/exam talk. It's spoiling my appetite.

Anyway, I really feel like shopping. Shoes shoes shoesssss. My shoe fetish is back! :)
Mmm! And and BAGS! Haha okay so it's not really my fetish. I'm a girl, I like them all. Shoot me! Clothes, shoes, accessories, bags, wallets, the works. Oh talking about wallets, I think I need one. Haha err okay, I want one. Haha. I was so desperate to look at sth different besides my notes that I was savouring every page of Seventeen last night. Oh goodness, that sounds so sad I know.
Aiyah, I'm just deprived la. Okay stop talking about shopping Sam.

Hmm, it's been more than 2 weeks! Gosh, I'm so depressed :(
I miss my friends, havent seen them all in ages. Blahh, imagine like the A level period, I'd be writing so many of this kinda entries. My outlet!
Been pretty angst-ed up lately. And no, it's not about shopping or going out. That's so trivial. Like I wish I could show it, but it's all trapped inside. Need an escape badly. If only I could just scream but I really wouldnt wanna do that. Consequences, repercussions. Sigh. I only can grit my teeth and roll my eyes. That's the most I can do.
Hmm, all right, time for me to try and start some work.
Till the next entry.

//I've got a hunger, twisting my stomach into knots

NEW LAYOUT!

Okay not quite..
I just kinda like shifted some things here and there. Added a photo and made some minor adjustments. Heehee. :)
ERrrrr okay, Corinne, I think I need ur help with a nicer layout.
Hmm, I've found my destress strategy!
Everytime I feel stressed or like panicky, I watch LOADSSSS of tv and look for new layouts. I realise that everytime it's examtime, I always have a new layout. Haha! No shit! It's true!
Anyway it's not like I dont watch alot of tv alr. I've been watching alot of rubbish tv.
Oh and I recommend The Nanny on hallmark. Haha yes hallmark, that's like a granny's channel la. I'm embarrassed. Haha but THE NANNY! Come on! You have to watch it. Like all the re-runs. I miss it man. All the good comedies are like gone! :( Like Friends, The Nanny etcetc. Oh, I watch Bewitched on hallmark too. Haha it's cute and funny.
Alrights it's almost 630, gotta bathe then catch FRAN *in a nasal voice*! Hahaaaaa.
Ok I'm mad.
Seeyouuuuu.

Staying home is an absolute bore man.
I havent stepped outta the house since like last last fri.. which was the 3rd of March.
I feel very deprived and cooped up :(
But I'm recovering.. so :)
RETAIL THERAPY would be good? Hehe shit, I really feel like.
The television has become my new bestfriend and boyfriend. Wow yay so cool. DUMDEEDUM.
DUMDEEDUMMM. Ok next.
I want la mian.
I want sushi.
I want to shop.
I want to watch Nanny Mcphee and Underworld Revolution. (or was it evolution?)
I want to leave my house.
I want to be completely well.
I want Ty to be completely well.
Gosh, very selfcentred I am. Haha but heck it, I WANT!
Now, let me tell you what I dont want.
I dont want to study.
I dont want my friends to be ill.
I dont want to rot at homeeeeeeee.
Haha shit man, what a whiny entryyyy.
Alrights I'm off to go look for blogskins.
Oh another thing I want, a blogskin! CORINNE!! CHOWCHOW! Pleaseeee help me create one nicenice one with lots of space for my entry? Haha I'll talk to you soon dear.
Tataaa.

Okay, I'm back.
I have not come online since like Saturday.

I have not gone to school from Monday till now. (Yupp, that would be 4days)
But I have to go to school tmr cuz I have TWO exams.
Anyways, to sum the past few days up.. This is how it went.

Saturday:
Extremely ill, stayed home very reluctantly.

Sunday:
Woke up feeling even worse. Inflammed tonsils, body aches, high fever, headache etc.
Went to Mount Alvernia hospital.
They suspected me of dengue.
So I took a blood test. (Ouch, yes they withdrew like 4mg of blood from me)
But thank God it wasnt.
Got my medication and went home to rest.

Monday, Tuesday:
Stayed home feeling like crap. Woke up every morning with a fever.
Didnt have proper nights of sleep cuz I kept waking up due to the pain.

Wednesday:
Didnt go to sch again.
This time my HUGE tonsils felt like they had knives pierced thru them.
So I went to my throat specialist at Mount Elizabeth hospital.
Gosh, I think I can be a tonsil expert now. Haha anyway, Doc said that I had bacteria trapped in the cribs (otherwise also known as the white HOLES) of my tonsils and inside the tonsils as well that's why the antibiotics didnt work.
So I ended up getting 2 really NASTY PAINFUL POWERFUL injections on my ass. Yes, my ass :(
And I got some really strong dose of antibiotics for 7days.
UGH I swear I hate my tonsils.
I will remove them once I'm well. BLAH.

Today:
Stayed home feeling better. (yay!)
The injections did me good.
I am now seriously scared of needles. I have come across it too many times these past few days. I also have a phobia of staying out late now and not drinking enough water etc etc. I think I might become a clean hygienic freak.
But guess what, alot of other pple have been falling ill too :(
Both Ty and Rox are ill. Poor people. And we have exams tmr. Talk abt good timing. Blah.
Anyway I think I might be like chained to the house now cuz I've been ill for about 2 weeks plus. Yes, that's very very long. And I too burned a great hole in my parents' pockets cuz of my constant visits to the doctors. Nah, dont ask.
I feel like this frail shrivelled up thingy now. (Pardon my lack of vocab)
Man, I've not gone to school for so long and pls dont even count last week's absences from sch and the week before. It's scary shit. Plus, we can Term exams after the March Holidays. I feel very sad. Bleah.

Alright, here's a speedy recovery going out to Ty and Pox and all the other pple who arent feeling well!
Take care! Rest lots.. I completely understand how you feel.