Okay hello, I'm blogging yet again. Have the blogging mood cuz I've nothing better to do.
Let's talk about past and present, before and after.
Before, all good all happy all sweet all sugary all sensitivity all nice all kind.
After, it's the lesser of everything but the more of another kind. Not a bad thing I guess, but a different thing.
Sigh....
And in another context, it's sad how you, my friend, just distance yourself from me for some odd reason? You may lie to me and tell me you're not but I can feel it. You should probably know who you are and you're probably reading this now and I just wanna tell you, our friendship, is very much treasured. But I dont know if it's the same for you. It's up to you really...
So anyway talking abt yesteryear and current state, it leads me to another important thing.
Expectations.
Expectations, expectations, expectations.
At times, I think pple expect too much outta me. But then again, when I think carefully about it, I realise that I, too, expect a lot. And sometimes, I may expect just too much. Then again, when I cut myself and other pple some slack and think about it again, I realise that maybe what I ask for isn't too much? But, it gets me confused sometimes. Is it being too demanding or is it simply just being practical? I guess I'm more inclined to the demanding argument. Don't know, pretty much confused. OR, it could be that I just over analyse and over think everything. Overjudge and label everything with a reason. But sometimes I think to myself that it really isn't much to ask for. What I expect in my life is so dream-like at times that I really think I won't be able to let go of that dream and return to my reality. The reality of MY world. I know all this talk is crazy and most, ok, everyone will probably not understand what the hell I'm talking about. But, it's okay, that's good actually. And some may ask why the hell would I have a blog. Well, I say the same thing everytime. It's mostly for the fun of it and another factor'd be that it's my outlet.
So yes, as I was saying... Expectations.
The benchmark is right up there for most things I expect. From serious things like what I expect outta people, especially important pple to silly things like what I expect of a movie or a song.
I dont know.
Maybe I'm crazed.
Alright, I shan't think about such things anymore.
I have a long weekend ahead of me and I'm looking forward to it! :)
Hopefully, it won't disappoint me and fall short of that benchmark.

Booya! Hello people, I realise that I'm getting to become a lazy blogger. I never update anymore. Boohoo. The past few days have been rather boring. Except Saturday which was a reunion at Lys' hse for Lys' birthday :) That was goooooood. Fabulous to meet up with the good ole ij pple and talk abt nothing short of sick. Ha ha ha.
Talking about birthdays, MY birthday is coming soon!
Should I like be really thick skinned and place a wish list up here? Haha maybe I will, but not now. Gosh, Bhock and I really need to plan it soon. Dont know what we're gonna do.. What a headache. There's nothing fun to do in Singapore anyway! BAH. Sighhh and somehow, I'm not even excited abt my 18th birthday. Is it supposed to be a big deal or sth? I think ur 21st birthday is like the greatest deal ever. Hahah but 18th? I dont know. I'd like something nice, close friends, loved ones etc. Hmm, dont know.
Anywaysss, I thought I was like really nuts over the Samsung D-820 but I realised that it's a tad too manly MAYBE. So I'm back to being crazy over the Nokia 7370. But not really crazycrazy insane like how I was crazy over that samsung e700a blue phone 2 few years back. SO sadddd. I cant find any nicenice phones now but that nokia phone is pretty sweet. It's just that I really hate my Motorola v3. Sucks poop! When I type, I feel like an old granny cuz it lags like shit. ANdddddd, whenever I'm in a rush to send an important message, it's like sooooo slow, I feel like dying. So I end up calling the person. Crap phone. Haha.
Okies, I'm off to have my dinner soon! Smells realllyyyy good.
And then I'll have some Haagen Dazs ice cream! I feel like it.
Tata!

Today was a bad bad bad day.
What's another word for bad? Okay I dont wanna tire my brain out.
It consisted of profanities, yelling and banging. Anger fits are really not cool. In fact, they're embarrassing.
BUT I'm okay now. :) I just hate being frustrated at such bitchy BIASED selfcentred unreasonable women.
Give the girl (with the sore throat) a break damnit.
Alrights, so I've been having 3 bad days in a row. It's quite horrid.
THE pms is aggravating everything and making everything worse than it seems. It's really driving me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
So, anyway, I went to the doc's today. RAH yes I have a bloody sore throat again. But no, it's not tonsillitis. It's a viral infection this time. Why won't the sore throat fairy give me a break? Bah.
Now, it's all the pressure on my immune system to help me recover. Haaa haaaa.
Okie, enough about this sickpoop and horridness of my pms days.
Since Nikki says I'm boring, I shall prove to her that I'm not.

Here's a photo of TGC* :) Thanks girls.


Andddd.... 2 photos of my most of my darling pals at Liz/Rox's party.




And of course, last but definitely NOT least, a peeeekture of......
NICOLE TEO WEI FEN AND I.
I miss you terriblyyyyyy. :(


Alrights, American Idol now, I'll stop here.
The emotional Sam seems to be letting everything get the better of her these days.
Apologies to you know who :)
I'm off. Nights!

I realised that I haven't updated in a long time.
Well, I remember typing an entry (that was pretty angst filled) on Thursday night but it got interrupted so it never got materialised.

Anyway, went out with my IJ friends like last week. Linn was back. It was REALLY good. Love them to bits. I mean, we may have all grown up a lil bit but things are still the same. :) Miss you guys.

Well, just had a long weekend. Overall, it was not bad I guess but I wish it were longer. Tmr's monday already and the thought of that just makes me so depressed. :( Anyway (on a side note), I really should upload the photos of Liz's/Rox's birthday onto shutterfly or sth. Okay so as I was saying, I dont want the week to start. But well, we have to succumb to the damned education system. Blahblah, this blog is getting awfully boring. I need to think of nice and interesting things to talk abt.
So anyway, watched Firewall during the weekend. That wasnt good. Inside Man was alot better. Gee, I really wanna watch TAKE THE LEAD. HINTHINTHINT. Stoooops. Finished watching the whole season of Prison Break too which was really good. Hmm what else? I cant quite remember what I did. O yeah, was supposed to go watch the Hollabackcrew concert but the rain dampened our spirits. Hmm so we decided not to go. Lalalala.

Okay so. I really have nothing to talk abt here. Guess I'll just stop here and go shower.

The song, somehow, always comforts me.