OMG
OUR COSTUMES ARE DAMNNNN COOOOOL
and CUTE!
Hahahaha we're all characters. COOOOOL :)
Trick or treating then partying.
How fun is thatttt! Wheeeeee*

Ooohhh meeting up with my dear IJ friends brings me so much warmth. :)
I just realised again how much I really miss them and just merely being around them. It's like so noisy and chatty. Everyone talking at once, all the weird conversation topics. It's like an organised mess and I simply love it. Goshhhh we need to do this more. Being in separate schools has definitely allowed us to miss out alot on each others' lives but I guess we could make up for it if we look on the bright side right.

And yes Lys, we need an ooga* outing. Haha I was way ahead of you my dear. I updated the OOGA*BLOG a while back. Goddd, I really miss you guys a lot. I just wanna relive all those happy memories and yes we have drifted, but I'm sure our friendship is strong enough to sustain it. Let's have faith shall we? I mean it is difficult, of course but I know that we can pull thru whatever rough patches that we have. MEET UP SOON. LOVE YOU ALL.

UGH THIS IS TOTALLY RANDOM BUT PW IS THE UTTER BANE OF MY EXISTENCE. @*&&$(!&!( BALLS.

//Sigh sigh sigh sigh. Somehow, today I'm feeling really sad. Like disappointed sad. Not like miserable sad. Know what I mean? I always have so many expectations but time and again, I get let down and I dont know how to make it right. My lips are sewn shut and I just live with it. I guess one day it's gonna build up so bad that I will explode. O well. What can I do right? I feel like I'm at a loss. Nah, nobody knows what the heck I'm talking about. I've got tonnes of things to say, to tell a few pple. Before it's too late. But, it's just too bad and sad that I am the way I am. And I've got to live with it. So do you all. I just feel so..... numb.

Okay I realised that I havent been updating.

Friday
Zouk opening night was damn fun. The place looks really great now man. Saw alot of ex-ij girls too. The crowd's quite nice too. HALLOWEEN HALLOWEEN. Anywayy, it would have been more fun if more pple could go but it was still all good. :)
Well, I guess you cld say it was mostly good. Right manda? Sometimes I wonder if I'm being _________, but I think not really. It's all in the principles.

Saturday
ACJC open house! Haha it seemed like not many pple went. Gosh, mending stalls can be reallyyy draining and boring. Saw quite a few IJ juniors. Haha it feels quite nice to see some old familiar faces sometimes. Hmmm. Okay after that, Manda, Bock and I went to Holland V to have Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao. Gosh, that was reallyyyy good. I've missed it alot. YUMMYYYYY. Okay I can so imagine Mr. Tan now calling me a pig. So anyway, we just sat and talked. Then went to Coffee Bean to chit chat somemore. Quite nice. I miss like just hanging out. It's fun cuz you get to properly catch up. Movies are fun too but you dun get to talk.

Rushed home to hopefully get some sleep cuz I only had 4 hours of sleep the night before. But the most I got was 20mins. HOW PATHETIC. Then, I had to change and go out for dinner with my family. I have never changed so quickly before you know. Lol, quite funny.

After dinner, went to town. Watched Flightplan with the guys. The show was quite good but it got draggy towards the end. And I swear I should NOT have suggested watching Skeleton Key after that. But at least it was free tickets! Haha. Man, watching 2 movies in a night with 4 hrs of sleep is a killer. The show was at 12.05am. And I quote, "perfect timing". Hahah yonkies is more of a wuss than me. Hehe ok I dun think he'd be very glad that I just wrote this here. Anywayyy, the show wasnt ghostly scary but it was damndamn creepy. All the voodoo crap scared the living daylights outta me. You can get like goosebumps la. And the records that they played were damnnn FREAKYYY. Ahhhh I can still remember it. Eeeee creepy shit. REGRET. Hahah at least it wasnt ghostly ghostly which would have scared me more. Dang, I really have no guts la. Scary movies are just not my forte. Plus, it was POURINGGG when we came outta the cinema. Talk abt a perfect atmosphere too.

SUNDAY TODAY
Alright, PW today. Snap back to reality. Damnnnn. Haha.
Interviews interviews interviews. I'm getting reallyyy tired of them.
Hmm later I shall upload songs into my nano! YAY! :) So excitingggg.
Lunch now, tata.

YAYYY
MY NANO IS IN. :)
FINALLY! WHEEE.
Just in time for all my nice new songssss.

//spin me round again.

sighsighsigh
I'm feeling so eepeep. Does that make sense? Well it doesnt have to.
Today was good (after sch). Got to chitchat with pox and bock. Yupp, it was fun creating scenarios and just crapping. All good all good.
Time for dinner. Later.

//edit

IMOGEN HEAP - Hide and Seek


where are we? what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just began to fall
crop circles in the carpet, sinking, feeling
spin me around again and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines?
all those years they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still alive

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines? oh, you won't catch me around here
blood and tears
they were here first

mm what you say
oh that you only meant well, well of course you did
mm what you say
mm that it's all for the best, of course it is
mm what you say
that it’s just what we need, you decided this
mm what you say
what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit you don't care a bit

you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit


this song is on replay. I LOVE IT.

I'm currently on a music shopping spree. It feels so good to have so many new songs! Wooo! :)

Ooooh ok today felt really good cuz I had my 12 hours of sleep and that just puts me in a good mood. -gringrin-
Then I went on a shopping spree with mommy dearest. Haha it was a pretty short one tho cuz I only met her at 3. Goshh mothers and their hairdressers are such killers really. Finally got to walk ard properly and shop. It was quite fun.. Not bad for 2.5 hrs.

After which, I finally got to watch Corpse Bride! How late is this man. Haha stupid promos. (eeech ok I shldnt have said that, now I'm starting to worry). Anyway it was a really weird show. Not as great as I thought it wld be. Gosh and there was this superrrr cute lil girl sitting next to me. Her mom left to buy popcorn halfway and she got so scared that she grabbed me. DAMN ADORABLE. Then, later on, she offered me popcorn. So cuteeee. Ahh I wanna pinch her cheeks and play with her hair. Haha. Oh yeah, there was this annoying boy sitting behind us. I wanted to hit him so bad man. Like take out a baseball bat and slam it on him. Okie, violent tendencies. Shall take that outta my mind. Peace is the key!

Goshhhhhh I so dun wanna go to school anymore. But we still have chinese As and PW oral presentation. BAH. Talking abt chi As, I really do hope that I can pass it! REALLY DO! It's on Halloween somemore. Ooh, Halloween! It's gonna be one fun night. Like everyone all dressed up and stuff. Mannn, to think we have OP in the middle of our holidays really sucks poop. Darrn, our holidays seem to be really packed with activities. I doubt we'd have much time to chill out which I so so so much desire right now. Just like being a homey and hanging out at someone's place watching DVDs or somethings. Sounds like fun right. Mmmmm.

It's been a while since I've properly ranted on this blog. It feels really gooood. Yayy 10pm is approaching. CHARMED! :) Witchcraft and wizardry is just the ultimate. Okie, that sounded rather cult-like but seriously, just imagine if you had the power to conduct spells. That'd be soooo cool wouldnt it? I wanted to be a witch for Halloween but come to think of it, it's kinda difficult to move ard with the pointed hat and stuff. So I thought otherwise! Hee hee ho ho. Dum dee dum, talking abt WITCHCRAFT, HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE IS COMING OUT! YAYYYY. Haha I just watched the advert just now in the cinema. Omg, it looked damn damn damn cool. Hehe I'm so exciteddddd. The effects looked damn realistic too. I have a feeling that this post sounds really hyper.

Anywayyyyy, time to stop here.
Oh and the Taboo photos are ugly fugly to the max. -Pulls a face-

Today was a rather horrid day. I have come to a conclusion that school really isn't all that great. Haha okay I always knew that. It's such a bore. Same damn thing day in day out. YAWN.
Goshhh Marc Wong is a genius! Haha I now know that I can go to the OC website to find out that the names of the nice songs are. Hee hee ho ho YAY. :) Soooo coool. Haha such a nerd he is.
Anywayy back to the point abt how today was a bad day. I fear for my life if I were to blog abt it. Haha I think I'd need to splash my blog with disclaimers. Omg yes, all american rejects' songs are reallyyy good. Mann I'm super random and disjointed. Ahh who cares. I feel the need to jump and prance ard. I have too much pent up energy inside of me.

And you know what I really hate? I really hate how guys can be such bastards, especially when they treat my friends so badly. I wanna just kill them, strangle them and make them SUFFER. Like dont you have a damn conscience or a heart?!! All you ASSES. I abhor the fact that my friends end up feeling hurt and so miserable. It's like do you want to see someone you love feel that way? It'll come back and bite you in the ass for what you've done. GEE. Piss me off. Irate me. Dont worry, it's all abt karma. Watch what you do, you prick. I mean, pricks.

Okayyy, haha time to listen to more nice songs. Rainy days are the absolute BEST :)

Got so much so say yet I dun have the energy or breath to do so.
And yes I agree with rox, thank god for you and manda.
Uhmmmm !&#&!#~(^#!&~@~_+#!#_!(
Haha
I hate ______________________________.
Really I do, alot. And I'm quite sure that's pretty hard to read or figure out. So you can just work those braincells of urs.
Goodnight. :)

Here're some old random photos.
I miss these 2 people MUCHMUCH.

ALYSSA NG LI SHEN





and....
CORINNE CHOW EE-LYN





LOVE YOU GUYS TONNES.
TIME TO CATCH UP.

Promos are over. (since tues) :)
Hence the long lag between the last entry and this.
Somehow, the liberation I was hopin to feel didnt really taste so sweet after all.

'Maybe it's cuz that supposed large box was minisculed into a pint-size one for that mere 3 to 4 hrs and then went on to enlarge itself again into 10 times the size of the large one with a heavy load of stones, cobbles and rocks. Now, I just wish I never asked and I wish that I never knew. You know how they say ignorance is bliss? Well, kudos to that and more. Sigh, but I cant reverse time and feign ignorance. Things dont get solved that way. I just wish for so many things right now. Actually no, just simply one thing. That everything would just turn out right and that by the snap of my fingers, everything would go back to the way it was or supposedly was. The gravity of the situation is as deep as a bottomless pit and as wide as the entire universe. And no, I am not exaggerating. Somehow, now all the teeny tiny problems which everyone (including me) complains abt, seems to have been shrunk to a microscopic size and it pales in comparison. There's so many things I wanna say, so many things I wish I could do but I feel completely helpless and hopeless. So many quotes come to mind right now. Like, "To forget you fool! To forget!" or "You can drink and forget and be glad." So apt so apt. I want that so much. To be glad. From the gut too may I add. It's absolutely pathetic how I turn to my blog and use it as an outlet. Yupp of course I know people read this and judge and even to the extent of reading between the lines but right now, I really don't care. I really dont care. I really dont fucking care. It is the least of my worries. Every night I lie in bed thinking and thinking, wishing that one thing would just go right. For once. It's a wonder how anagnorisis can totally change one's perspective on life. I rant and rave abt everything and yet now it's more than that. Could everything just turn out better please? I wish for ignorance now, at least for this week. Don't I have the right to enjoy this luxury just for a few more days? But sorry darling, life's a bitch sometimes, filled with bumps and rocky roads and coated with a thin layer of sugar. A tad sweet but mostly bitter. Just let this time pass, let everything be solved and remove everyone's misery. It's taking its toll and it's hurting pretty damn bad. Right now, I'm clinging on to that glimmer of hope and I'm praying so hard that happiness can reign again. And please, I beg of you, dont ask me anything. Dont even breathe a word or a whisper unintelligibly. I dont wanna end up breaking down.'

I'm sorry, so sorry for being ___ _ __ _____ _ __ ____. I just couldnt help it. Emotions cant always be controlled all the time.

Disclaimer:
Please ignore this entire post. It's another one of those randoms.

Greetings greetings.
Sam's in a pretty good mood.
1 more day 1 more day 1 more day.
:) YAY.
1 more day 1 more day 1 more day.

I can almost smell liberation.
It smells like sweet flowers in the meadow.
I mean alcohol. Hah KIDDING.

Dumdeedummmm. Can time please fly?
This excitement, anticipation and hype that I'm creating MUST stop.
Goodbye people. :)

AHHHH I AM GONNA COLLAPSE.
:(
I hate knowing that while I'm stuck AT HOME all COOPED UP, there are people outside shopping partying eating watching movies talking etcetcetc.
I AM DEPRESSEDDDD.

Ok so Im melodramatic
SHOOT MEEEE!! SHOOT ME!
Hahaha seriously.
Okay I just gotta keep telling myself how 3 days are gonna fly by.
But it doesnt feel that way right now. And I desperately wanna go shoppinggg.
AHHHH.
Hahaha.
Ok time for dinner.
I'll just stuff my face to curb my misery.

Hi hi hi hiiiii
I feel liberated already! :) Cuz physical geog exam is OVER. Yes.
Okay, so 2 more papers. Lit E1 and human geog. 11th Oct HURRY COME. I can hardly wait. This is killing meee.
Alrights anyway I took these from Rhino.
Just for kicks!

10 REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME

1. I have lesbian tendencies sometimes. Meaning I ogle at girls more than guys.
2. I am straight if you were wondering.
3. I love sushi.
4. I am a CAMERA WHORE.
5. I daydream wayyyyy too much.
6. I babble and say random things way too much that I get myself into trouble for sounding 'sick'
7. I can just lie in bed all day, w my earphones and scream lyrics to myself :)
8. Messages cheer me up!
9. I am really not that girlyy!!!
10. I love dancing.


9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART

1. Love me for me!
2. Make me laugh until my stomach hurts and I start tearing.
3. Do goofy things in front and not be shy abt it!!
4. Be yourself.
5. Be really sweeeet to me :) Haha.
6. Be genuine and true..
7. Never lie.
8. To always be here for me, rain or shine.
9. Someone I can lean on :)



8 THINGS I CARRY / WEAR EVERYDAY
1. My wallet
2. My mobile! I think I'd die without it.. Haha talk abt technofreak.
3. Besties bracelet :)
4. 4 earrings.
5. My keys. My experience of getting locked out is the ultimate! Haha slippin myself thru the grills is not sth I wanna do.
6. Clothes. No SHIT.
7. My wits, thank you very much.
8. A bag. Yupp, necessities of life.



7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME

1. Overbearing pple who think that they're always right.
2. Doors that are left ajar! OMG THAT IS THE WORSTTTTT. Hahah yes I know it's weird.
3. Lecherous perverts. Especially the one at sch. Ugh.
4. People who think that being a 'bimbo' is a good thing. Then you're really one!
5. Uptight idiots. Haha
6. The stupid message symbol that I see at top of the screen on my phone everytime I open it. And no, it's not a new message. It's some weird thing that I cant get rid of! ugh.
7. HOT SUNNY DAYS WHERE YOU LITERALLY BAKE.

Hehe there's somemore but I'm really too lazy to do.
Gosh I feel way too relaxed. NOT GOOD!
Anywayyy I'm lazy to blog already. That just sucked the life outta me.
Later!

Okayyyy (as manda wld say 'ogayyy'), I'm really really distracted now. I cant seem to concentrate so I decided to come dedicate my breaktime to a blog entry. Mm, and I promise that I'll head back to econs once I'm done with my entry. This is gonna be yet another rant of mine. Haha yes I agree with you corinne, it's theraputic. Hmm, 8days till the promos are over. Dun tell me urs ends in 4 days or 3 or 2 or 1, I will seriously whack you silly with a horse's bit. So dont you dare rub it in. Grr. Haha whoops. I see you can sense my angst.
Gee, I thought today was the start of the' acceleration of events' [ahem ahem to all Othello students], but it somehow doesnt feel like it. Alright, so I'm not fully utilising my time right now. Wastage of my resources eh. Wth, bite me. Mm, people say this is an angsty blog. I BEG TO DIFFER, thank you very much. I'm a peaceloving, happy lil carefree girl to say the least. -WIDE GRIN- Hurhur, that somehow didnt sound very convincing.
Man, I feel so incoherent and ineloquent right now. Nevermind, GP exam's over, I have reason to be like this. WAIT A MINUTE, english lit's not over yet. Dammmnnn. Gosh, this is really weird cuz I'm not feeling stressed right now. I'm overly calm which is scaring me. I NEED TO GET STRESSED. Quickkk hurry, someone stress me out. Plus, there's no one online la! That SHOULD stress me out shldnt it? Hmmmmm. -waits for realisation to set in- Mmmm, okay nope, not working.
Ayeee what-ever. (I hate that word btw)
Desperate times call for desperate needs.
I'm forcing myself back to my desk to study.
Please dear God, dont let me stare into space. Thankyou.

Ohmagod. Roxy blogging an entry has called for an emergency entry! Haha she's always the one who doesnt blog anyway.
So this calls for another one of my rambles. :) Thanks to you ROX!
Gosh, you know these words seem to have been said not too long ago - "It's SEVEN weeks to ur promos. Better start revising ur work."
That seemed like a week ago.
Hahaha I WISH.
NOW IT'S A DAY TO THE FREAKING PROMOS.
ONE DAY.
May I reemphasize it?
GP's tmr. And we end so damn late. 11th oct!
On the contrary, 9 days to freedom! YES!
:)
Once the promos end, I've got so many things I wanna do.
DAMN IT LA, I'm in the wrong mood.
SUPRESSION.
REPRESSION.
:)
That'll do.
Plus I get to do some serious shopping after the promos. Wheeee.
Alright enough abt that. I shall go study soon. Toodles.